I hear voices but I can't see anyone. Someone touches my shoulder and lightly shakes me.
"Jordan".
"No it's Jay now. Don't forget that. He won't let us forget" Says another voice which grabs my other shoulder. The world starts to focus as I start to breathe slower and deeper. There were both Harley and Jon either side of me, both looking very worried. I look around and I am on the floor of my bedroom by the bed. I panic again cos I don't know what happened. I haven't had one for two weeks since the nightmares came back.
"You're going to the doctor. There is got to be something starting this up again.
"No I will be fine" I said "It will stop".
"What. When you drink yourself to death?".
"I haven't had a drink in months JON".
"Yet".
"Don't you trust me, not too?".
"Not with your mental state at the moment".
"Fuck you Jon". I don't want to start another argument again. I can feel all my feeling building up with anger. I get up shakily. I shake off any help that was given. I take off, don't know where I am going but I got to get out of here.
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