Back to life

Bonus part. Part 36

Well here we are rehearsing for the show on the cruise. I was taking a break, no ordered to take a break as I was stumbling again. I have been going for more physio and given exercises to do to help with the leg. I sat watching them go through some routines. I started to zone out. The background and them all became blurry. I somehow was back on the bus.

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I woke up suddenly when my head connected with the window and side board. It was a massive crack as I heard it. There was so much screaming and I could hear metal crunching as if the bus hit something. Danny and Donnie were holding onto the table as the bus rolled. Donnie hit the bottom of the table when he went down. Danny followed him onto the floor. But I can still look at Danny as I in slow motion got launched from my seat into the air. I hit the window on their side of the bus only to be thrown backwards. That's when my head connected with the window which was already cracked. I was still conscious when I flew out of the window as the bus flipped again. I prayed I didn't land underneath the bus. I did feel when I landed as there was a sharp pain in my stomach as something caught me there and my leg. I started to cough and panic as I couldn't move. I was stuck and in a lot of pain. My leg felt like it was on fire there was so much pain. If someone asked me what my pain level out of 10 is, it was 15. I tried to call out for help. Every time I did it hurt and it hurt badly.

"Jon" cough

"Donnie" cough

"Danny" cough 

"Joe" cough

"Help me guys" cough 

"This isn't funny now guys. Come out and help me". Cough. Whatever had me pinned down started to feel heavy. I can feel something wet on my body and clothing. It is raining. My vision was starting to go blurry and I started to have a sharp thumping headache. I could feel something run down my face. I am crying. I moved a hand that I could move up to my head. I looked at it, it was blood and a lot of it. I blacked out from panicking. I woke to see what I thought was blue flashing lights but they soon disappeared. 

" Hey I am here". Cough 

"Don't leave me" cough 

"Don't leave me to die on my own" cough

"Where are you Jon?. Some brother you are". I passed out again from the pain. I don't know long I was there for under the wreckage but I was getting very cold. I was all alone out here to die. They left me some friends they are. I wondered what the news would be. My family , my wife and my boys, I wonder if they knew about me. I know I am dead , I feel it. All those poor fans grieving. I could see the other 4 looking like they have been crying, puffy red eyes, explaining what happened.

I start to feel something lift off me. I feel lighter now. I am barely awake, barely conscious but I see blue flashing lights again. I can hear people.

"He is in bad shape. Just barely a pulse. Just barely alive. Need bandages to stop the bleeding in 4 places head, stomach and leg are the worst and there is one on his side too. Need to splint up his leg too. Be careful it's bleeding and looking mangled, may have to lose the leg, won't know til we get him to a hospital. Need a splint for his right arm. Put in a drip he is severely dehydrated. Need to be quick he's losing a lot of blood. He needs oxygen where's the mask. He's going into shock. Get him warm. Where's the chopper?. I thought they sent for a chopper?".

"It can't land so turned back. Ambulance is waiting".

I was barely alive but I could hear everything it was like I was out of my body and looking at me. There was so much blood. The thought makes me sick and I'm barely there.

When we got to the hospital, we stopped somehow and why did We?. I feel a hand touch my left arm. I recognize that voice. Joe. They are here.

"Joe" I tried to say but there was no sound.

He carried on talking to me which slowly sounded like it was in the distance. I heard an alarm. I am sleeping is that my alarm to wake me up. Why can't I wake up?. Why is it getting darker?. 

Next I woke up in hospital with Jon lying next to me with his arms wrapped around me. I started to hear voices, soft voices and giggling. I feel something around me and on me.

The light starts to get brighter. I started to feel lighter like something grabbing me and pulling me through the darkness into brightness of reality.

'I will celebrate when Mr selfish here wakes up' I hear someone say

I go again back into the darkness

'I miss you J, my little brother, my best friend. Please come back to us' I hear voices again. The light becomes brighter

I feel pain. I go again.

I feel movement in a finger. My eye lids start flicker and become less heavy. Please 5 more minutes.

'Please come back to us'.

I feel something on my shoulder like a shake. Please 5 more minutes. I won't be late.

'We miss you'.

I slowly open my eyes. The room is so bright. Someone turn off light its too bright in here. There is something in my mouth and restricted me. I slowly move a hand up to my mouth to touch what's in my mouth. I try to pull at it but it's stuck. I feel like I am suffocating with it there. I feel movement next to me. There was Jon hugging me.

'Jordan, you are awake'

Donnie appeared looking smaller than normal 'J, you're back'. He hugs me too. Then I realize he is in a wheelchair.

Where am I?

Why can't I move?

What's in my mouth? Why is there burning in my throat? Am I in hospital? Where's Mom, Evelyn, Dante, Eric?.

What's happening to me?.

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I started to hear voices. I am nuts. I open my eyes and find myself on the floor somehow. My water bottle was spawn all over the floor empty as the contents was everywhere.

"Jordan, Are you OK?" replied Joe

"Huh".

"You went very white and passed out" replied Danny

"You looked like you zoned out" said Donnie

"I am OK. I think".

"I think we need to get you check out" replied Joe

"No I am fine" shoving hands out of the way that trying to keep me still as I was trying to get up.

"No, little brother. You are getting checked out just on the safe side". OK Mother. Jon was always the older brother looking out for me. 

A/n here's an extra part. So only one more chapter 😭😭😭😭. Just a little note I have separated part 30 therapy 3 into 3 different parts to make it shorter.