I Won't Give Up- Jai Brooks Fanfiction

Chapter 14- Love Letter

Jai’s POV

After that night, I knew she was the one. I’m 17 but it is the best feeling in the world when you’re lucky enough to find someone you love at such a young age. Two days after that night I woke before Carter and I took out a pen and paper and began writing.

It took me multiple times to get the words right, but in the end I found the perfect words.

Darling,

I've been waiting to say all these and even more to you since a long time. It might surprise you that I am writing to you; but you know, sometimes where there is too much to say, a man prefers writing to all else.

You know, ours is a very special relationship. We both know that we're in love with each other without ever saying so. It’s been tacitly accepted by both of us without feeling the need to express anything poetically or melodramatically.

Like a sparkling crystal vase, you are delicate, fragile and just precious to me. The dark, deep eyes set in contrast to your tanned face have the depth and gleam that makes me drown myself in them. I love to be close to you, to protest and to make you feel the same about me.

I remember the first time I met you, it was one of the best moments of my life and I thank god for giving me such a moment. When I saw you, a tiny angel but a quiet lady who seemed to be in a similar plight, something out of this world, some force of attraction gave me the courage and initiative to approach you. I couldn't understand it then, but I am glad that I did talk to you then.

I couldn't understand why you were so special to me. But the time we spent together was so enchanting that each moment without you is like epoch. I only know how difficult it was for me to restrain myself from rushing to you and to concentrate on school. In fact, whenever this tension had reached the crescendo, I felt that I needed to talk to you.

There was something else about you, though you were not readily sociable types. Yet you seemed to tell me everything about you, your home, family, and your feelings. I was your emotional support and seemed to occupy a unique and special place in your heart. When you cried out your griefs and sorrows into my chest, the feeling of me being close to you, engulfing you in my arms seemed to make you feel safe and secure. I felt extremely happy and proud to give you this support and comfort.

And somewhere along the way, I opened up without even realizing so and anything that made me happy or sad; I couldn't wait to share it with you. We both knew it when we slowly developed this deep and intellectual love. It was so enchanting and it completely pulled us into this whirling centre.

It gives me a great pride to show the world how madly I am in love with you my petite delicate darling. I am immensely satisfied that I love a girl who makes me lose myself in her. My cherished moments are every moment I’ve spent with you. Oh how I love you more than the moon and the stairs. I couldn’t imagine life without you, darling.

Meet me at the waterfall when you wake up Carter… I love you.                                                                                                    –Jai xo

I just pored almost every emotion I feel about Carter into one letter. I left the letter by her side for when she wakes up. I left the tent and walked to the nearby waterfall. I waited patiently for her to show.

I began to worry; maybe that letter was too much, what if I scared her off with how much I really do love her. I sat down on a rock still waiting. I had no idea of the time, bit it felt like I had been waiting for hours.

But soon a gorgeous brown haired girl emerged from the trees wearing a white bikini. Carter was perfect in every single way. Her body, he eyes, her smile. Everything about her intrigued me. It scared me that I’d fallen this hard as well and that I can’t control my feelings. I don’t want this deep love to go up in flames.