Friday 17th July
Calum and Will managed to lift Abbie onto my bed. It had been about 10 minutes since she passed out, and she was beginning to stir a little. I was the only one in the room as Will went to get her some aspirin and we all decided Calum probably shouldn't be there when she wakes up, in case she faints.... Again. I sat beside her as her eyes began to open.
"Hey Abbie." I smiled down at her as she smiled a little in response.
"No offence or anything, but wheres Will?" She asked as she slowly sat up, leaning herself back against the headboard.
"Oh he's just getting you some aspirin and water." I replied as she nodded a little.
"God, what happened?" She groaned as she held onto her head.
"Well, we were talking about my guy friend, and you passed out because he was Calum Hood.." I explained very vaguely, as i didn't want her to pass out again. "And i'm assuming from your reaction that you're a fan of 5sos?" I questioned as she blushed and nodded.
"Little bit of a fan girl when it comes to them." She breathed a laugh, in which i returned. "I went to see them in concert last year, they were awesome." She smiled, clearly remembering back to the concert. I smiled and nodded in reply.
"You're really going to turn down the offer of going on tour with them though?" She asked after a couple minutes of silence. I was beginning to wonder, what the world was taking Will so long.
"Uh, yeah. I'm not exactly keen on the whole performing in front of thousands of people thing." I sighed as i relaxed, lying beside her on my bed.
"I understand. But it'd be pretty damn awesome." She exclaimed making me laugh a little.
"I know, i'd totally go if i wasn't so scared." I smiled a little and with that i heard the door open.
"Babe." I turned to the door to see Calum walking towards me. I faced Abbie to see that she looked pretty chill about the fact Calum Hood was stood in front of her, so i turned back to face Calum, focusing my attention on him.
"What?" I questioned even though i knew exactly what he meant.
"Please." He said plainly as he sat beside me.
"Cal-"
"Char. Baby. Just think how fun it would be to tour the world. And i won't have to leave you for such a long time." He pleaded as he grabbed onto my hand.
"I'm just gonna go find uh- Will." Abbie spoke, before exiting the room. But not once did i remove my eyes from Calum's gaze, that was locked on me.
"Cal, i already told you i can't. I just don't think i'd be able to." I sighed and dropped my gaze from his.
"Baby, you said yourself that you'd love to do it." He pleaded but i only shook my head once again.
"Cal i can't-" he cut me off by lifting my head and placing his lips gently on mine. Slowly pulling away after a minute or so, i reconnected my gaze with his.
"Baby. I love you so much. And i know that you'll be able to do this. We have 2 months before we go on tour anyway, so you can practise, eventually work your way up to performing for big audiences. Just please Charlotte." He was now begging. But i wasn't listening to that. It was the fact that he just called my Charlotte. He knew that i didn't like it when HE called me that.
"Don't call me that." I muttered under my breath but he ignored my comment and continued to attempting to convince me.
"Plus, i really don't believe i can go on tour for 5 months without you, baby." He whispered as he rested his forehead on mine. Thats when it hit me. Calum was leaving in two months. Two months. Thats so little time. I don't think i can bare to part with him again. Not after last time.
I thought for a moment, - purely basing my descision on the fact i can't go 5 months without Calum - before finally pulling my forehead away from his. His deep brown eyes boring into mine.
"Alright." I smiled as i watched the smirk on his face slowly growing.
"Really?" He almost squealed making me giggle lightly.
"Yeah..." I smiled up at him before his hands found there way to my waist, he gripped on before standing up, pulling me with him, and spinning around.
"Oh thank god. Five months would be far to long, to spend without you." He smirked as he placed my feet back on the ground.
"You're the best boyfriend in the world you know." I smiled up at him, that was, until i realised what i said. "I mean, i didn't mean it-" he cut me off by placing his lips on mine.
"Baby, its okay. I've been looking for a way to ask you... I just didn't know how.." He blushed a little, causing a smile to spread on my face.
"Cal, what are you saying?" I grinned at him, as he placed both of his hands on either side of my face, pulling me close. Only our noses were touching, as he smiled at me.
"What i'm saying is that you, are the most talented, kind hearted, and most, utterly, beautiful girl, i've ever met. You changed me in a way, that i never thought anyone ever could. And it would be an absolute honour, if you would allow me to call you mine..."
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