Saturday 25th July
"Well, i'll see you next saturday then?" I cracked a small smile as i stood up from the living room couch, with Arabella following suit. "I am sorry about Calum, i thought he'd be able to make it but he was just really busy." I lied. He was able to make it. He wasn't busy. He just didn't want to come. I was still really peeved off at him, but instead of allowing him to ruin my day, i plastered on a fake smile and spent the day with Arabella. It was now about 8pm and i was just getting ready to leave.
"Its okay sweetie, next time." She smiled as we both walked to the front door. I turned around just before leaving, taking in my surroundings one last time before i had to leave again. It was nice coming home, and i was actually more okay than i thought i'd be, but i guess i just had other things on my mind to destract me.
"I'll see you next week Ari." I gave her a quick hug as she kissed the top of my head.
"Bye Charlie." She smiled back at me. I knew that she knew something was wrong, but she didn't ask about it, and i was more than grateful for that.
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I walked in, closing the front door behind me as i hung up my coat and bag before walking towards the living room. I walked into the living room, half expecting Calum to be spread out along the couch, with a beer in one hand and a slice of pizza in the other, whilst he watched Anchorman for about the millionth time, as that was the sight i was used to after coming home from work. But to no surprise really, once i entered, i only saw Will sat on the couch, cuddled up with Abbie. I turned and checked the kitchen but there seemed to be no sign of Calum, and i really couldn't decided whether that was a good thing or a bad thing.
"Hey guys, where's Calum?" I asked as they both turned there attention to me.
"I don't know. He came back a couple of hours ago and then left." Will shrugged. I nodded, not entirely satisfied with his answer, but i took what i was given and began walking to my bedroom. "Oh! Charlie." I heard Will shout as i turned on my heels and walked back to the living room, peaking my head around the door.
"Yes?" I asked with a hint of annoyance clear in my tone as i was just tired and cranky and wanted my bed.
"He said that he's sorry." With that i found myself walking away without another word. That was not what i wanted to hear. Hearing things like that only make me want to forgive him. But right now i didn't want to forgive him. We've had so many arguments that i think we just need... space.
I walked to my bedroom before quickly changing into my usual shorts and oversized shirt, and jumping into bed. I quickly put my phone on charge as it had managed to die on me. I saw the light flicker, meaning it was coming on, so instead of sleeping i decided on stalking tumblr for a little while as i no longer felt very tired. Thats when my lock screen came into view and i paused. It was a picture Calum and i that we'd taken a little while ago. We had just woken up but Cal insisted that i needed a better background that a puppy. So he grabbed my phone, opened the camera and kissed me, he took a photo, and after he pulled away he took another because we both had the stupidest smiles on our faces. They were really cute photos so i put them both as my backgrounds, completely discarding the puppies as i was so happy. But now i miss the puppies because this stupid arse of a boy is being rude and inconsiderate.
I sighed as i thought about my ex-background puppies but before i could even start to change my background, my phone blew up with a ton of missed calls and few messages. They were all from Calum. I groaned but decided to look at them. I slid my finger across the new message to see what he had said.
'Baby i'm sorry.'
'Char, i'm really sorry, please don't ignore me.'
'Char, baby, answer your phone. Are you ok?'
After that last message i locked my phone, not wanting to see anymore. I placed my phone on my bedside table, now deciding that going to sleep was a better option than stalking tumblr. I went to turn over but before i could, my phone lit up again. I groaned before turning over and seeing another message from Calum.
'Goodnight beautiful, I hope you got home safe. I love you. I'm sorry.'
I frowned at the message as i was still really upset by his actions. I decided against replying, and instead, rolled over, almost instantly falling asleep.
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p.s. so i watched the amnesia music video. i'm still recovering.
p.p.s. double update today because this is a filler chapter.
p.p.p.s. i will be posting on the weekend as well.
p.p.p.p.s. If You Don't Know finishes on Sunday.....
p.p.p.p.p.s. it was meant to finish next thursday but i've changed shit around so it finishes sooner. sorry. if you want someone to blame, blame sunny.
p.p.p.p.p.p.s. i hate charlotte. i hope you hate her too.
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. i love you. don't cry to hard at the amnesia mv, its ok. vote comment and share cause i love you a lot. ok bye.
