Monday 13th April
"What? Calum i can't do that." I shook my head vigorously.
"Sure you can baby." He encouraged as he attempted to hold my hand but i only pulled away.
"No Cal, i can't." I repeated as i shuffled away from him.
"Okay fair enough. But you cannot let talent like yours go to waste Char." He pleaded and shuffled closer to me.
"I don't have talent Cal. I never wanted to sing and i still don't." I shook my head before standing up and pacing around the room.
"You can't be serious baby." He asked in awe but i turned to my window, keeping my back to him. "Have you never recorded yourself before, and then watched it back?" He questioned and i shook my head in response before letting out a deep sigh and running my fingers through my hair.
"Cal, babe, can we drop the subject please." I pleaded before finally turning to face him. He shook his head and i groaned in response. "Please, i've just had a really long day at work and i want to sleep-"
"Baby, come record with me." He blurted out, stopping me mid-sentence.
"Calum, sto-"
"You can record with me! It'll be fun-" he rambled on, continuing to talk over me until i got fed up.
"Calum stop!" I yelled causing him to stop himself. I stood in awe of his rudeness and he seemed to realise what he did.
"Baby, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to interrupt yo-"
"Whatever Cal. I'm tired and i'm going to bed." I huffed before walking past him and over to my wardrobe. I pulled open the door and grabbed my oversized, black, 'Paramore' t-shirt and grey sweats. I closed my wardrobe, but before i could turn around i felt Calum wrap his arms around my waist, holding me close, he nuzzled his face into my neck.
"Never let a girl sleep mad or sad." He stated simply. I sighed knowing he was right but right now i just wanted to sleep, i didn't want to talk. "If you didn't understand then, you are the girl and i'm the asshole that had made you mad and sad..." He sighed, lifting his head from the crook of my neck. "And being the asshole the made this mess, it makes it my job to make you smile." I held back a smile before turning to face him, his arms still wrapped tightly around my waist. I saw that he looked genuinely sorry and kissed his nose.
"Cal its okay." I smiled as i looked up at him.
"Theres that beautiful smile." he grinned at me, causing me to blush and bite down on my lip.
"Baby can we go to sleep? Please." I yawned a little before looking up at the clock to see it was near 11pm now.
"Of course," his smile faltered a little but he took hold of my hand and pulled me towards the bathroom. "You get changed, brush your teeth and take off your make up, i'll wait here for you." He said sadly, i could tell he felt bad because ever since he came back, he'd do this exact thing. When we had a small disagreement, like tonight, he would instantly feel bad afterwards, and he would be apologising all night, through to the day. Even when it was as small as something like disagreeing on what to eat for dinner. I suppose i should stop getting so upset but i can't help it. I just hate arguments, they just cause overthinking, and thats the last thing i need. Eventually i smiled and nodded before closing the bathroom door.
Around 10 minutes later i had changed, brushed my teeth and taken off my makeup. I unlocked the bathroom door and pushed it open. I walked from the bathroom to the bedroom door and switched off the lights. I walked over to my bed and smiled a little at the sight in front of me. Calum was asleep, lying on his stomach, with his head turned facing me, causing his cheek to squish up, making him look really chubby and cute. He looked so adorable. It reminded me of when Calum came home drunk that time with Luke, and he fell asleep on my lap, with his face squashed on my legs. I wish things were that simple now. I sighed before climbing into bed. I pulled the blanket over myself before resting an arm on Calum. I leaned over and placed a lingering kiss on his cheek causing him to stir a little in his sleep and turn so he was on his side, facing me. I smiled at how cute he looked when he was sleeping before shuffling closer. I laid my arms and head on his chest and snuggled myself in close. I felt Calum move a little and just as i was inches away from falling asleep i felt him wrap his arms around my waist. I smiled into his chest as he tightened his grip and pulled me in closer, allowing me to drift off to sleep.
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p.s. this was a trilcher. i am sorry.
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