Friday 5th September
"Well i'm very sorry, but i am not another one of your many girls that you seem to have practically falling at you're feet. You're a complete jerk and thats coming from me, i always see the best in people, but you...-" i paused for a minute as i saw a look of hurt cross his face for a split second, but it was instantly covered back up. "- you're just another overly confident celebrity that gets what he wants when he wants it, and can't handle the fact i'm not interested in you." I spat before i realised i was directly in his face. I stared dumbfounded by the words that just came out of my mouth.
"Charlotte what the hell was that?" I heard Ella raise her voice at me. I just stared into his eyes. My words hurt him. Even though he covered it up really well, i still saw that little glimpse of hurt. An instant wave of guilt hit me when i realised how harsh i sounded.
"I-i.." I stuttered.
"Charlotte, i think you need a break." Ella whispered as she walked towards me and placed a hand on my shoulder. Even then i couldn't take my eyes off him. "I apologise for her behaviour, she's been over worked." Ella sighed towards Calum but he didn't reply, his eyes were still locked on mine. He showed no emotion.
"Calum I-"
"Just forget it." He spat before turning on his heels and walking towards the cafe door. He took hold of the door handle, swung it open and walked out, before slamming it closed. I gasped slightly at his sudden outburst. I don't even know why, but i felt like crying. I clasped my hand over my mouth, realising just how rude i really was.
"Charlotte, where in hell did that come from?" Ella panicked and i just shook my head before untying my apron and throwing it down on the counter. I turned, pushing past Ella in the process as i walked into the staff room. I grabbed my coat and slid it on, before slinging my bag over my shoulder. I turned around to see Ella stood in the doorway. "You can go home early but only if you tell me what happened with Calum." She crossed her arms over her chest, now blocking the doorway so i couldn't leave.
"I think you're forgetting that i own this place Ella. Not you. So can you just-" I waved my arms in the air in frustration as i walked towards her. She raised her eyebrows at me in utter shock.
"Tell me what happened." She repeated but i rolled my eyes, giving up on being nice and hustled past her. I shoved my hand into my pocket and pulled out the keys for the cafe before slamming them on the counter.
"Lock up when you're done. I'll see you on Monday." I snapped back before heading towards the door and walking out, leaving a stunned Ella behind me.
I let out a shaky breath as soon as i exited the cafe. Never, have i ever, been so rude to anyone in my life. I've always been a rather confined person, but even then, i was never rude to anyone. I was nice to people even when they were horrid to me. I have never sworn in my life, i've never yelled at anyone, i've never even so as hurt anyones feelings before. Until tonight. I basically threw Calum's idiocy back in his face, and then hurt my only friend. Whats wrong with me? Jesus christ.
I shook my head to release me from my thoughts, and began walking back home.
After my usual 15 minute walk i arrived at my front door. I sighed out of exhaustion before taking my keys out my pocket and unlocking the door. I walked in, closing the door behind me. I dropped my bag onto the floor and pulled out my phone from my coat pocket before sliding my coat off, and dropping it, also, onto the floor. To exhausted to pick anything up, i walked down the hallway to my bedroom. I pulled open my bedroom door and dragged my feet over to my wardrobe. I pulled open my wardrobe doors and quickly scanned my clothing before my eyes focused on my black and white, oversized, 'Panic! At The Disco' t-shirt and short white shorts. I quickly grabbed them before literally throwing them on. I hadn't worn makeup today so instead i shuffled to the bathroom where i brushed my teeth, washed my face and threw my hair into a messy bun. I yawned as i dragged myself out of the bathroom and over to my bed before collapsing on it. I quickly put my phone on charge, not bothering to check for any calls or texts, before curling into my sleeping 'ball' (you know... Like the armadillo position but in bed?...wow... That came out wrong) pulling the blankets over body and instantly falling asleep.
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