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Heartbreak

There was a day when I was really sad.
My heart is broken.

I often talked over and over again just to get my boyfriend to take a bath. His goal is to remind him of the work that awaits him.

I forbid him to smoke, because I want to keep his body from that evil addiction.

I grumble when he plays online games for hours, because he can forget the time and forget me. I want to spend time with him.

Then, at that moment he burst it all out. He talked about the subject he felt. He said he was depressed. He said I set it up. I limit him from the things he likes.  

I am surprised. There is a disheartening mellow in the heart. Randomly scrambles the head. I'm hard to resist. In front of him I cried. Everything I do, because I love him. But that figure even thinks that I'm a nuisance in his life.

I was devastated. Broken. Stirring. Formless. The man can't see. My way of showing affection, my cares are invisible.

Then we had a big fight, and I finally chose to split up.
'Yes' him replied.

Again, my cares are completely unrecognized in his heart. Maybe my way shows my wrong love.

I deserve it
I am wrong.

-Debby