Begin Again

CHAPTER 22

20th of December 2017

Dear diary,

I can't believe Christmas is just around the corner. Tomorrow I am leaving. I am going home. And even though I loved school and everything here I need to be at home. Especially after everything that happened with Joe. I can't wait to see my family although I know that with that comes seeing Alex and Aria.

Eva texted me a couple weeks ago. It was weird hearing from her. She told me that things with Aria haven't been good. That was no news to me. Aria was always like that. Eva just never saw it. She told me she wants us to go out when I go back but I really don't know if I can do that. I guess I'll see when I get there.

What I know for sure is that I will miss Emma so much. She has been so kind and so friendly since day one and not being able to be with her all the time will be a shock since we do everything together along with Jack and Mark. I'll miss them too.

That is the last time I am writing here. The next page is going to be written from home. I can't wait for that.

Closing my diary I place it inside my suitcase. I only have to pack a few more things and I am done. It is the last night here and after dinner we all going to be gathered downstairs. There is going to be something like a party or something.

I check the time and hurry up to get ready. I want to return a few books before dinner and the library closes in half an hour. I put on my boots and my jacket and grab my books before leaving.

-Hey.

I hear someone saying as I am about to get downstairs. I turn around to find Charlotte.

-Hey.

I say as I continue going downstairs.

-Are you going to dinner?

I hear her saying as she walks downstairs as well.

-Yes.

-Okay.

-And why exactly do you care?

-I don't.

-Okay. Then don't talk to me.

I tell her and walk faster towards the front door when I reach the living room. I can see her with the corner of my eye looking at me as we walk.

I stop and turn around.

-Why?

-Why what?

-Why are you following me?

-I am not.

She says but I totally don't believe her.

-What do you want?

-I want you to talk to give this to Jack.

She says handing out a letter.

-No.

-Please. He won't respond my texts or calls. He doesn't open the door when I knock and every time he sees me he walks away. I need to tell him something important.

-Do you really expect me to do something for you after what happened?

-My brother broke up with you almost two months ago. Get over it!

-He broke up with me because of you.

-If he liked you as much as he said he wouldn't do it. It didn't seem that hard for him to do so.