feelings || bts x top!male reader imagines (republished)

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| Hoseok ; Angst |

"Music shows, music shows, music shows, dance practice, fan meeting--"

The long paper filled with his schedule was taken away from him by his band mate, Namjoon. Hoseok looked up at him with a confused expression yet he continues to stare at him with a look of worry and disappointment.

"Hoseok," He starts, "I know it's hard, but you need to get over the brake up." He scolds, sitting next to Hoseok and he looks away, arms crossed over his chest.

"I did." He mutters, staring at multiple buildings that passes by as he played with the seat belt.

Namjoon sighs, "By the way you're acting . . ." He stops, shaking his head, "There's no way you got over him. Please, Hobi, for your own sake. Stop overworking yourself." He pats Hoseok's shoulder but he doesn't give him a reply as he continues to stare outside the window.

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You and your band mates was sitting on your table at an award show, you were physically there, but your mind wasn't, especially that Jung Hoseok and his band just had to sit behind your table. Every other idol was wondering why you wouldn't even spare a glance at your 'boyfriend', since you already got public, but it looks like you have to take that back.

No one knew about the very huge argument you both had, it was about spending time with each other and meeting parents stuff, you both knew you had to take a break. He was beyond busy and so were you, being in a relationship when you're both idols is hard, sometimes you wonder how other idols put up time for their girlfriends and boyfriends, either it's a hidden relationship or public.

You stared at the performing groups, pretending to talk with your group mates when BTS performed, you didn't even give him eye contact or stand up to cheer for him and his group like you always did when you got public. All you did was look away, like you were searching for something, drink the glass of water in front of you, and stare at your hands.

You wanted this to finish as quickly as possible, and once it did, it took you everything to not look at him. Little did you knew, he couldn't take his eyes off you. He missed you, so damn much. His eyes were screaming 'please look at me!' but he knew you wouldn't. You both hurt each other's feelings that night, if only he could go back to that night and not scream at you and instead cuddle up in bed and spend the rest of your lives together.

But the both of you were idiots. Hoseok blamed himself for letting you slip away from him, and now, you're gone, gone from his arms and into another man's.

'(Band name)'s M/n L/n and EXO's Park Chanyeol is confirmed dating.'