Love, Friendship, Challenges And, Nature (Spoken Word Poetry) Ukiyoto Publishing

#106- Dear Kuya

Dear Kuya,

Man I miss you bro, more than you will ever know. On that day you left us I felt my heart shrink to the size of the mouse. I cried all night and for the rest of the year, it was a time in my life that I needed you near. Its been almost 10 years since you left us and I still find it hard to get back to my life.
I look back at the time gone by, when we were in the same house and I ask myself why? Why didn’t I spend time with you back then? Now that you are so far away I long for that chance again. I know that we are so far apart and not easy to reach, but I still love you and yearn for all that you can teach. 
I am dealing with so many strong emotions right now that I don’t know what to do with them all and sometimes I feel like I can’t even bare it anymore. I am hoping that your energy is all around me and somehow this letter gets to you so you know how much you are loved and missed.. Just please never for get that we will always love you and will never forget you.

We love you
We miss you

"NONOY"

I Miss My Brother Who Passed Away
        By:@c_sweetlady07
From day one all we did was fight,
now all I do is fight back my tears.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to be just like you
Now I sit here wondering what to do,
because there's no one to replace you.

I never did tell you all the things I felt,
like how much I really did love you.
I wish we could go back and start over again.
I don't want to be alone. I need my brother,
I need my best friend.

When you think of me 
while your up in heaven,
Think of how much you meant to me.

Its sad that you left
without saying goodbye,
But just remember we all love you
as you began to fly.

You did so much for me,
as I didn't do much for you.
I hope you will forgive me,
for all the things I didn't do

You were my brother
and my best friend.
I will always love you 
no matter how long it’s been,
since your life came to an end.

Writing to tell you how much I have learned, 
to show you that through fragility I become a stronger person
More able to understand, more able to listen and to care, 
Hurt through loss, I've become yet a wiser person

--- We Love You Kuya ---

We miss you
We love you

"NONOY"

Happy bday
@31