Kayla's
Gising na ako pero hindi pa din ako bumabangon. Akam ko na sasabihin nyo saakin, na mag sosorry ako sa kanya kasi nadala lang ako kahapon? na hindi ko pinag isipan mabuti yung desisyon ko kaya ako nag kakaganito? Well, mali ang iniisip nyo. Actually I absolutely mean every single word that I've said to Jerome yesterday and hindi lang dahil nadala ako kahapon I know its the best thing to do for me and also for him. Hindi ko na kasi sya maintindihan at some point eh. I mean, yung mga maliliit na bagay ang bilis na nya magalit kahit hindi naman dapat. Kaya alam kong tama yung ginawa ko. At ayun na nga tumayo na ako to do my morning rituals but before anything else my Mom just texted me.
From Mom:
| Sweetie I know na hindi tayo nag karoon ng sapat na time to bond with each other pero kailangan kong mag manage ng business natin sa London. We now have our new company here. I know maiiwanan ka nanaman kay yaya but don't you worry I'll text nor call you everyday to catch up okay? Be good and I'm sorry again. Take care always sweetie, I love you. |
Received.
Naiintindihan ko naman, kaya nga feeling ko mas okay pa ako na mag isa or kasama sila manang kesa sa parents ko. Hindi kasi ako sanay when they are around. Parang nahihiya na ako ganun kasi hindi naman na kami nag bobond talaga ng matagal na panahon na.
To Mom:
| I understand Mom. Take care also. I love you. |
Sent.
Back at it again! HAHAHAH jowk. Tumayo na ako and then nag hilamos na ako. Wala nga pala kaming pasok today kasi kakatapos lang ng exam kahapon. Wala pa naman akong plan for today kasi wala pa namang update kay Vida. Wala pa nga pala syang alam tungkol sa nangyari saamin ni Jerome or ewan kasi pwede namang sinabi ni Jerome kay Julius and then sinabi nya kay Vida HAHAHHA well maraming nangyayaring hindi natin alam kapag nakatalikod tayo kaya dapat nakikiramdam hehe.
At the middle of me washing my face, my phone rang and I went to my bed to see who's calling only to find out its Jerome...
* LOVE CALLING.... *
I know. Hindi ko pa pinapalitan HAHAHAH eh kasi diba hindi pa naman kami break, space lang na feeling ko maayos naman. Pero kung hindi edi hindi ibig sabihin lang non may plan si God para saamin. I didn't answer. Why? Kasi nga space diba? yung space nya ba oras lang? I mean basta ang hirap iexplain gusto ko maging masaya sya and para magawa nya yun kailangan nyang mahanap yung dating sya. Nagpunas na ako ng face ko and then headed downstairs bit bit yung phone ko and then pinalabas ko na lang din muna sina Cola and Cloud para naman makalaya sila kahit konting time lang HAHAHA
Maya maya pa while I'm eating my breakfast someone texted me. I felt my phone buzz kasi from my pocket.
From Vidabitch:
| Can we go to the mall? |
Received.
After reading it I answer immediately.
To Vidabitch:
| Yes. But may ask kung sinong kasama? |
