Last Christmas You Broke My Heart

CHAPTER FIFTEEN: I Really Need You

Medyo makalat. Pero maganda ang bahay nila Jason. Pagkapasok na pagkapasok namin sa bahay nila ay umupo na ako sa sofa nila at muntik na ako kinain ng sofa nila sa lambot.

Jason extended his arm and pull me up while his giggling. "Lumubog ka naman na. Ang liit mo kasi", sabi niya.

"Okay lang. Masarap nga sa pakiramdam eh", sagot ko naman as I sit down again in their super comfy and fluffy sofa. "Nasaan yung mga tao sa bahay niyo?" I asked him.

He just smiled and looked at me.

"Ikaw lang dito?", I continue to ask while I try to make myself bounce in their sofa.

His smile then faded into blank look. Then I realized that it was a fake smile to hide the hint of sadness in his eyes. But now I can see it. I can feel it too. He took a step backward and let a long sigh.

"Mag-isa na lang ako dito. My Mom is dead and my Dad.... may pamilya na siyang iba."

Like a fool I quickly apologized.

"Sorry Jason. Hindi ko alam. I didn't mean to...."

He cut me off and took my hand again to pull me up from the sofa. "Okay lang. I'm okay. Matagal na 'yun", he said. Now that I look at him he's back to his normal unpredictable self. He's still the same guy that I have a crush on before, with a look that can cut a glass but I discovered new sides of him and I feel so much closer to him now.

He led the way to his bedroom and I snapped when I finally realized that we are going to his bedroom.

"Bakit tayo pu-punta dyan?", I asked as I felt sweat is dripping down my face.

He touched my faced slowly and caressed it with magnitude that made me step back. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko at ramdam na ramdam ko yung kabog ng dibdib ko. I wanted to cry and run away until he breaks into laughter.

"Mainit kasi dyan sa living room. Sira aircon namin kaya dito na lang tayo sa kwarto ko para malamig", he said as he continue to laugh.

"Ikaw ah. Kung ano-anong iniisip mo, pero kung gusto mo na-", I stopped him from talking and try to calm myself.

"Shut it. Ayoko na!", sabi ko while I try to cover my face dahil alam kong namumula na ako.

Hinawakan niya ako at pilit niyang tinatanggal yung mga kamay ko sa mukha ko. I resisted but he was so strong he succeeded. Jason then hunker down a bit so he's face is in the same level of my face.

"Sorry na. Reviewhin mo na ako please. Sorry na", he said while looking in my eyes.

"Ayoko na. Nakakainis ka!", is what I said even though I don't really wanna act like a defeated little girl in front of any guy. I don't wanna any guy to see me as weak girl.

And without looking away from me he said, "Anya, I really need you. Please save me."

Those words then echoed in my mind and took a detour in my heart and back to mind again. He actually said that he needs me.

After seconds of silence, I put my b*tch face on again and walked to his room. I look back to him and said, "Oh, ano ba hinihintay mo dyan? Halika nang magreview."

He then smiled again at me and I never thought I can fall in love with him deeper. God! Did I just say fall in love. So am I really super in love with his guy for real? Shocks! Nakakatakot!