It's Him I love

Its Yoonmin Already?

Jin

The walk with V was very ....... refreshing. I feel a sense of satisfaction and contentment whenever I am around him. The dinner was fantastic. His friends are great. I guess I am his friend too. I am V's friend. No.
He is Tae.

Tae.

I park my cycle in the basement before heading to the stairs to reach our front door. I hear murmur sounds. I figured Yoongi was watching something on the TV. As I opened the door, I was stunned by the visual in front of me. Yoongi and Jimin were hugging one another and kissing each others faces off. They both looked flushed as they stopped their kissing and looked up at me. I couldn't help but smile wickedly.  I wanted to pass some naughty comments but I guess I shouldn't. Also, this was the first time I saw two guys kissing in real. It's not weird but I definitely need more than a minute to get used to it. I slowly walk towards my room and dare not to say anything weird. I just gave them a convincing smile and entered my room and closed the door behind me. I guessed they would know what to do then.

I felt very happy for Yoongi. After all, Jimin was very skeptical about accepting his feelings. I believe they spoke about their issues and came to some sort of understanding. I haven't been in a proper relationship ever. But I have always been to regular dates during my college times. The beginning stage is always an issue to me. Sadly, none of my relationships have sustained three continuous dates. I question about lots of things and doubt the value of every relationship and finally let it go in flames. I am sure watching Yoongi and Jimin together from now is going to be painful sometimes. After all, I am human too and I would like to have someone to love life with.

Thinking about love reminds me of Tae. Poor guy had lost everyone in his life. All he has are his friends. I am sure he got used to be alone but I will make sure he never feels lonely. I am not sure how but I will never leave him alone. Thinking about Tae brings a slight pain in my gut. I really want to be there for that manga guy. Usually I would joke around, sing songs and play games when I am around friends. But surprisingly, it's not the same with Tae. I want to talk to him. I want to share my secrets with him.I want to stare into space sitting next to him. I want to be me with him. I feel like this when I am around Yoongi. Yoongi is my comfort zone. I don't have to act in front of him. Tae gives me a similar feeling. No wonder I like Tae a lot. His presence alone provides me a sense of comfort. Shockingly, Tae made me feel like I am his comfort zone too.

My thoughts got disturbed when I heard a knock on my door.

"Jin? You slept?" Yoongi asked from the other side of the door.

"No. Come In"
I never lock my door, so he just opened the door and entered my room. He had an innocent look on his face. I realised he was embarrassed about that little incident.

"So you guys are together now? Where is Jimin?"

"He left and yes. We are. Thanks Jin."

"Thanks ?"

"For being okay with it. You didn't feel weird ? Did you? "

"If I am feeling anything all..then it's two. One.. extremely happy for you two. Two.. super jealous of you two."

"Lol. It's not like you can't get anyone."

"Yeah. Who wouldn't want this handsomeness."

"Ok night."

"Hey hey.. I was kidding. I am very happy for you Yoongiya. If you need anyone to talk to or get relationship advice from my door is always open."

"Blaaaaaa"

He laughed and left.

I will be kidding myself if I say I understand anything about relationships in the first place. I guess he knew it already.