It's Him I love

A night in Jeju

Taehyung

As we landed in Jeju, Jin and I decided to grab some breakfast before we headed to the hotel. We boarded the flight early in the morning to make use of the weekend perfectly. Jin decided to make most out of the two days and so he rented a car for us to drive around the island. The small yet beautiful ride from the car rental store to the hotel was fabulous. It was my first solo car ride with Jin and I couldn't be more happier.

"Babe? The hotel may not be the finest one. So..."

"Doesn't matter Tae. Chill."

"Cool."

We reached the hotel within few minutes and it looked quite alright for a three star hotel. As we got checked in to our room, Jin crashed himself on the bed.

"This room is cozy and the hotel is really cool." he said. He got up to open the curtains.

"Hey look, the sea looks beautiful. This is an awesome view Tae. You have made a great choice."

"You sure? We can go somewhere else if you don't like it. "

"Hey no..this is fantastic. It's cozy, cute and simple. Why do you think I like extravagant things? Oh my lord, TaeTae is judgy" he pouted and pretended a cry. Typical funny Jin.

"Whatever. Let's relax a bit, we can. grab some lunch and go shopping or go qto the beach depending on the heat."

"Okay boss." he gave me a salute.

[hours later]

It was a great day. We had a great lunch. We then relaxed for a while and went walking on the beach. We even shopped a little from the roadside shops. We finally had a good dinner and headed back to our room. It was altogether a great day.

Jin and I changed into our pyjamas and laid back in our bed.

As we gazed at the ceiling stars in our room, Jin said "I am so happy today"

"So am I."

"No, you don't understand."

"huh?"

"I have been a recluse when it came to relationships. I never once managed to get into a proper one until you happened. You have no idea how you changed my life Tae. At first I thought you were interesting, then I was confused about you and then I felt affectionate towards you. I didn't even realize when I fell in love with you. Watching you in that hospital was one of the worst times of my life. At that moment, I just wanted to end it all but have you tucked up with me. You made me feel love for the first time Tae. You are my first love and I am here spending an awesome night with my love. You have no clue how happy that makes me."

I couldn't even see his face as tears started to roll out of my eyes. This guy knows how to be romantic. His sweet words are more than enough to make anyone fall for him. I am glad I got him first.

He slowly turned his face and saw me crying. He quickly held my face with both his hands and asked "Oh baby! Did I say something wrong?"

"Kiss me Jinaaah"

He smiled and came closer. I closed my eyes as I felt his lips on mine.  We slowly kissed eachother until he decided to make me go crazy. He quickly grabbed me by my hips and made me sit on his lap. I was in a trance as his tongue entered my mouth and his one hand was rubbing my nipples through my shirt and the other was touching my hip. As his hand touched my bare skin, I started to loose control. This maybe our first night where we consummate our relationship. I really should give myself to this moment and let my man take me.

I put my hands up to lift my shirt off. My actions made Jin stop and he gave me a concerned look.

"I don't want you to push yourself too hard. It's okay if you don't want to"

"I want it, Jin. I need it as much as you do."

"Tae...? I don't want you to feel..."

"Love, I know what I am doing. Let's just take it slow. okay?"

"okay" and we continued our little make out session.

I could feel my member throbbing for attention and sitting on Jin wasn't doing me any favours. His pulsating member was pushing on my pants and its hugeness was felt through my fabric. I couldn't wait to hold it and so I slowly got down from his lap. I kneeled down on the floor between his legs and slowly removed his pants. He wasn't wearing any underwear and I couldn't thank him enough. His huge thick member came out of its shell and it looked divine. I quickly grabbed it and moved closer to put my tongue on it.

"Tae, you don't have to."

I didn't bother listening to him. I knew he was scared for my own good. Yet, his member looked too good to not have a taste off it. I quickly put my mouth around it and started to suck it.

"Tae.... Taehyungaaaah"he whimpered.

I increased my speed wishing to give him the best blowjob ever.

His pre-cum was dripping and it tasted so good. As I kept sucking him, he removed his shirt and  brought my left hand to his right nipple and made me play it. I did as he wished and watching him get so lost in my touch made me feel wild. I sucked him harder and he let out a cry "Tae, I am cumming. Stop, stop."

I did not stop.

I continued until he came inside my mouth. He tasted so good and his face was so red. I just wanted to keep giving him this pleasure. He looked sexy. Uffff.

I can't believe I surpassed the level one of my intimacy fear with no much issue. Now the next step awaits and I don't know how far I can go.