It's Him I love

Fierce Wishes

Jin

After listening to Tae's story, I wanted to rip those bastards into pieces. He was traumatized. His entire belief in human being had shattered because of one man and his betrayal. Yes, I was expecting something horrible to be revealed but not something as terrible as rape. It took few days for him to let his unwanted thoughts go and agree the fact that I love him no matter what. He even agreed to let his name "V" go. He no longer have to pretend to be someone who he is not. Also, he is mine. Guess what? He is a fantastic kisser.  Being with my Tae has been the best thing ever. The kisses, hugs and every simple gesture of his makes me go crazy for him. I knew I will be smitten by him but not this bad. His kisses are the best. He doesn't dwell into them right on, he starts slowly and then increases the pace. By the time he is all over me, I am on my verge already. He made me almost cum in my pants quite a lot of time. I couldn't ask him anything more considering his traumatic past. Also, he doesn't seem to have any trouble with these intimacy limits and I respect his decisions. Again, I see his smile and my thoughts go wild. I am weak for my manga man.

"You staring at your phone wallpaper for an hour already. We understand. You love Tae, but you should really give some rest to your eyes." said Yoongi as he went inside the kitchen to make himself a cup of coffee.

"As if you never crave for your man." I responded. In fact, it's them who have been driving me crazy these past few weeks. Jimin had been staying with Yoongi awful lot nowadays that I have been walking in on them naked or nearly-naked almost every evening. They do have a "do it on the couch" fetish. Hence, I no longer sit in that couch no matter how many times Yoongi cleaned it after every evening. I don't care.

"I didn't say a word about craving" he replied as he walked towards the couch. He took his time enjoying his coffee and finally got up from that very couch and walked towards me.

"Jin, Tae is literally sleeping in your bed right now and you are staring at his photo. You have got to look where it matters." he whispered making sure my man who is in my bedroom, sleeping doesn't hear it by mistake.

"Yoongiya you know I can't ask him."

"What? You guys have been dating for almost four months now. You need to show him that there is nothing to worry about"

"How on earth you are so matured?"

"When it comes to gay stuff, I am the only genius in town. If you need any tools, don't hesitate to look into my drawer, left side to the bed." he said with a smirk.

" You dirty.. get away from me." I replied in a dramatic tone. Even though this context was bit kiddish, I am sure gonna need his tools but only if Tae is okay with them.

But that wasn't the reason why I was staring at his photo all this while. I want to introduce him to my parents and brother. He had once met them all through Skype. Neither of them had a best opinion about him as my friend. They thought he seemed aloof and dangerous. I can only merely wish they'd agree him as my boyfriend. I also want Tae to like them. I haven't really had a proper conversation about them to him but I would love to know what he thinks about making it family official.

"Jiiiiin" I heard a deep voice from my bedroom. I got up from the chair and walked inside and I saw Tae hugging one of the pillows. He was still very asleep and he looked too cute for his own good. If it were upto me, I would just turn him to his back and fuck the senses out of him. Having him around and watching his vulnerable side makes me want to go fierce with him. But I want to take things at his pace. I don't want to do a single mistake which might make him run away from me. I want to make him feel more and more safer with me.

I went closer to the bed and decided to lie next to him. A slight shift in the bed made him twitch a little and he struggled to slowly open his cute eyes. He looked straight at me and gave me a small content smile. He quickly pushed the pillow down and pulled me by my waist.

"I don't like the pillows anymore." he mumbled as he nuzzled his face into my chest.

"Why is that?" I asked in-between my chuckles.

"Coz you feel home."

I could hear my heart beating so fast.