It's Him I love

Making it right

Jin

I couldn't ask Namjoon about the reason behind the fight. I never really understood the petty ego fights that fall on these boys. I still wanted to understand why did Tae decided to deal it on his own and not let me help him. I am sure I wouldn't have fought but I could have called police or someone for that matter.

I decided to ask him after he refreshes himself and gets back to the hospital.

What a night it had been. From walking beside Tae, to planning to confront him about his feelings, to realising my own feelings and finally watching him in that ICU bed. It has been a rollercoaster ride for sure.

[[Next day]]

I reach the hospital and  I see Hosoek and Namjoon having a deep conversation about something. They didn't realize I was walking towards them until I called both by their names.

"Namjoon-ah, are you okay? Hosoek-ah did you sleep? Did you guys have anything?"

"Yes hyung. I slept and we just had some bread with jam." Hosoek answered. I turned to Namjoon to get my response. "I am fine hyung. You paid for their treatment. You didn't have to do it."

"I know I didn't have to but I wanted to. So relax namjoon-ah."

"Thanks hyung.." he said as a murmur.

There prevailed a silence for almost twenty minutes. Neither Hosoek or Namjoon spoke a word in-between. Surprisingly I wasn't in the great mood for small talks either. I decided to stay quiet and so did they.

The nurses went inside Tae's and Kook's rooms almost ten minutes ago. They had been shifted to general rooms next to each other and thank god for that. They really are out of danger. The nurses came out together and said "Their vitals are perfectly normal. Mr. JungKook just woke up. You guys can go and see him. I am sure Mr.Taehyung will also wake up in few minutes."
We rushed inside to see Kook lying and looking at the ceiling.

"Kook-ah! How are you feeling ?" I ask as Namjoon ran to him and hugged him tight.

He just smiled and nodded his head. I guess he still didn't have the energy to talk.

"I am glad you are awake."Namjoon said and started tearing up.

"H... how's... Tae...hyung? Is....he...ok?"asked Kook.

"He is still sleeping but he is fine. No one is in any danger." said Hoseok.

"You guys be here. I will go check up on Tae." I said and quickly ran out of the room. I didn't want to miss the moment he wakes up. I want to be the person he wakes up to.

I open the door and see a gorgeous man sleeping in that uncomfortable bed. I have always thought Tae was good-looking, after all I call him manga man. I never realised he was this gorgeous until now. How can a guy look this ethereal. Even when being sick, he looks perfect. His perfection is beyond comparison.
I went closer to him and pull a chair closer to his bed and sit on it. I slowly moved my hand to hold his and I don't know if its fine. I shouldn't risk it yet I did.

The moment I express my feelings to him, the moment he agrees, the moment we become one, that's when our lives will be perfect. That will be the most perfect life ever. I will make sure he never had to go through any of these ever again. I will make sure he is safe and he is happy. I will make sure I am around him all my life. I will make all the bad things in his life vanish. I will make this life a blissful one for him, for us.