It's Him I love

Our Ardent Love (1)

Jin

Since the moment Tae told me about this Jeju weekend, I had too many things running in my mind. First, how to keep it a pleasant one having no past memories being kindled. Second, to keep it PG16 (If that's even a thing). Yet I am right here with my member being sucked by my Tae while his hands wander over my naked self. He swallowed every bit from me that I can't think about anything right now. I want to take things into control but I can't do that to Tae. After four months of kissing and cuddling, he finally found strength to let himself loose for the next step. If I go any further with him, I want it to be his take. I'd rather stop this make out session right here than to let him get disappointed with me for forcing him into something he isn't comfortable with.

After pushing me into ecstacy, Tae got up on his feet and straddled back onto my lap. He started kissing me verociously and I could taste myself in his mouth. It was a very strange but great feeling. Having him this close, so vulnerable and him being his true self is all I ever wanted.

"You look so perfect..... gorgeous" he said in his deep voice as his  hands moved in a perfect zigzag motion around all parts touching my body. I could feel my member getting harder again.

"Tae...."

"Yes bebby?" he asked as he kept kissing my neck. He was too close to my sensitive area. He slowly let his tongue out and licked my neck from the bottom to top and stopped near my ear. He slowly sucked on my ear and bit it. Everything he did was pushing my control away. I was hoping he would give me a sign but his actions said that he'd like to take charge.

"Tae...." I couldn't put a coherent sentence for my own good. I was in cloud nine of sexual world and it was fantastic.

"Jinnnnnnnnn .....I want you take control" he murmured looking directly into my eyes.

I changed our positions in a quick swift and he was now below me. I removed his pants and his underwear as fast as I could that I got to look at the brilliant chizzled man in front of me. He looked too handsome that I couldn't stop staring. I began to touch him and kiss him everywhere as I went down on him. I took his already erect member into my hands and gave it a little touch. He kept calling out my name as I pleasured him. He came too quickly into my mouth but that was only fair after the long make out session we have been upto.

I slowly rolled him onto his stomach and he looked back to see if I am taking the next step. He felt nervous. I could see that in his face.

"Tae do you want this now?"

"I do but I guess I am nervous. Will you prep me?"

that's when I realised I didn't have lube or condom with me. Yoongi asked me to carry them, but I didn't want to scare Tae off.

"Taehyungie...I didn't bring them" I felt like hitting myself. How can I be so stupid? A weekend with my boyfriend meant something intimate. I was hoping it to be PG16 but I should have at least been prepared.

"I got them. Check my bag" he said. He surely was mentally prepared for this.

I get down from the bed and pick his bag from the corner. The lube and condoms were right in top of the bag above all the clothes. Damn Sexy, Tae.

I slid between his legs and looked at him touching himself. He is having trouble having a steady breathe. His back facing me and his legs trembling for attention made me feel lot hotter. His dusky skin looked like silky chocolate with his sweat rolling down his back.

I touched his thighs and slowly move my hand up. His inner thighs are so smooth and soft and his chubby butts are shaking with every touch.
I slowly hold them in my hands and they feel enormous but juicy. He mourned as I touched his hole. I then applied lube in my hand and tried to put one finger inside him. As I went closer, he held my hand.

"I can't."

"Tae?"

"I ..... I can't Jin. I want to but I can't. I feel like I am going to be in pain like before. Please don't hate me."

"Hey it's fine baby, relax." I say and I stopped moving. I love him too much to hate him for a mere setback in sex.

"Jinahh?" he called looking through his eyelashes.

"Can I do it?"

"Do what?"

"Can I take control again? I really want this. I really want to do more than just kissing."

"Do you want to top me, baby?"

That is when I realised this can happen both ways. I truly am offering everything to this man, my man.

This is going to be a long night filled with love and lust.