Love Against Death (Completed)

Chapter 46 (Euclid's POV Only)

D*mn! This is now my karma! Kailangan ko siyang suyuin. I need to do everything basta hahayaan niya lang akong mag-explain.

Hinilot ko ang ulo ko. "Bro, alis na tayo"

Sumakay na kami sa kotse at nanatiling tahimik ang biyahe. Si Menger ngayon ang nagmaneho dahil wala akong gana.

Pagdating agad sa bahay ay inulanan agad ako nila ng mga tanong kung bakit ako down ngayon. Kasalanan ko naman eh. I ask her to be my girlfriend at I will make her fall inlove with me pero ako pala ang unang nainlove sa kanya.

I'm a playboy.....walang maniniwala sa isang katulad ko kung aamin ako sa totoong nararamdaman ko.

I never been this way noon. The perks of falling inlove is you will make her happy and not to hurt her. That's why I acted weird.

Pumunta ako agad sa kwarto ko at nagmukmok. I wanted to be alone. I tried texting Abby but she didn't response. Who would listen a guy like me? A playboy who don't know how to love....it's me. Pero nasira ang plano ko.

Narinig kong nagpatugtog ng malakas ang katabi kong kwarto. It's Xommia's room.

(Playing: Hold Me Tight by BTS)

🎶suljaneul biuni geuriumi chaneunguna🎶

🎶geunyang da jigo bol geol wae nan ddajigo bwasseulkka🎶
🎶gilgae beoryeojin sseuregibongtukkajido🎶
🎶barame sseulsseulhan sorireul nae
naui baekjie neol jom deotchilhaesseul bbuninde🎶
🎶jeongsin charyeoboni imi han pokui geurimi dwae🎶
🎶neowa nan haendeupon🎶
🎶ddeoreojimyeon gojang nal geol neodo arjanha🎶
🎶neoui chechuimani nal onjeonhage hae🎶
🎶eoseo nal ana🎶

Naramdaman ko nalang na tumulo ang luha ko. Kahit hindi ko naintindihan ang kantang kpop na 'yan naiiyak ako based on its tune like saying that she needs to trust me at ayokong mawala siya.

🎶ojik neo hanaman boyeo🎶
🎶na ojik neo bakken anboyeo🎶
🎶bwa gongjeonghaji gongpyeonghaji neohante bbaegon da🎶
🎶ijen dan harudo neo eobsineun please🎶

🎶kkwak jabajwo nal anajwo
🎶Can you trust me, can you trust me,🎶
🎶can you trust me
kkwak kkeureoanajwo🎶
kkwak jabajwo, nal anajwo🎶
🎶Can you trust me, can you trust me
🎶jebal jebal jebal kkeureoanajwo🎶

🎶yeojeonhi neoegeseon bichina🎶
🎶yeojeonhi hyanggi naneun kkot gata
ije nareul midojwo dasi nareul jabajwo🎶
🎶neoreul neuggil su ittge nareul🎶 kkeureoanajwo🎶

Naalala ko nung araw na nag-away kami dahil lang kay J-Hope na koreano pala. Natatandaan ko lang na minsan ay magpapatugtog si Abby sa kanyang headset at ang isang headset ay nasa akin. This is the song....

🎶neo eobsin sumeul swil su eobseo nan
neo eobsin amugeotdo anya nan🎶
🎶dachil mameul yeoreojwo nae simjangeul jeoksyeojwo🎶
🎶neoreul neuggil su ittge nareul kkeureoanajwo🎶

🎶neoui pum, neoui ongi, neoui maeum🎶
🎶dasi bogosipdago bireo
🎶jigeum i sungan ddaseuhan kkot 🎶hyanggi baramdo
gureum han jeom eobsi malkeun jeogi haneuldo🎶
🎶da modeun ge chagabgo
jeo malkeun haneuldo da eoduwo🎶
🎶neo bbaemyeon sichein naega
museun sumeul swieo🎶
apa na hangsang cry cry cry
na michigo, neo eobsi jichigo
ni saenggak susiro
da mi miwo, maeili si sirheo
nal ullyeo, ringdingdong
gihoega ittdamyeon neol (jaba)
na dallyeo, sijakhae (countdown)
jangmi gateun ni pume jjilil gakoro
dasi neol ana🎶

Naalala ko naman na mahilig siya sa kpop and she likes BTS. She likes J-hope to the point na sinabihan niya akong mukhang kabayo dahil para daw kabayo or donkey si J-Hope sabi niya pero binabawi niya. He really is handsome sabi pa niya.

🎶ojik neo hanaman boyeo🎶

🎶na ojik neo bakken anboyeo🎶

🎶bwa gongjeonghaji gongpyeonghaji neohante bbaegon da
ijen dan harudo neo eobsineun please🎶

Ewan ko ba, sinasabi ko lang sa sarili ko not to fall inlove and love is not true. Lalo na ang forever....

🎶kkwak jabajwo nal anajwo
Can you trust me, can you trust me,
can you trust me🎶
🎶kkwak kkeureoanajwo
kkwak jabajwo, nal anajwo🎶
🎶Can you trust me, can you trust me
jebal jebal jebal kkeureoanajwo🎶

I hate seeing a perfect relationship. I'm inlove for the first time. I'm like my dad but when he met my mom....he learn how to love. Dad is a playboy like me. Kaya saan pa ba ako magmamana?

🎶chagawojin ni pyojeongi mal daesin modeun geol daebyeonhae🎶
🎶ibyeori milmulcheoreom naege
ddeomillyeooneun geol daemyeonhae
got majimakiran geol arjiman🎶
🎶neol noajul suneun eobneungeol
malhaji ma ddeonaji ma
joyonghi nareul anajwo girl🎶

🎶nal jabajwo nal anajwo (kkwak anajwo)
Trust me, trust me, trust me🎶
🎶kkwak jabajwo nal anajwo
🎶Can you trust me, can you trust me
jebal jebal jebal kkeureoanajwo----

Hindi ko na talaga 'to maitatanggi, I want to explain everything to her and say sorry and to tell her my feelings.

I cried silently. I covered my mouth not to make any sounds of my sob.

I breath heavily. Ang sakit pala.....

Looks like I'm dumped. Imbes na ako dapat pero ito ako tinamaan ako ng palaso ni kupido. And I hated the fact that I'm inlove now. Hindi ko tinapos sa pakikinig ang kanta because I really made up my decision.

I went out of my room and run outside and bring my car. I have to and I need to.

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