Bad at Love

Chapter 6 - Reborn

"Jessika?"
Esther called to me but I kept running. I went all the way to the lake where the men had built a bridge and hung over it crying my eyes out as I stared down at the bottle of poison.
"Odin forgive me"
I said and drank the entire vial.
"Jessika!"
Elijah called running over to me.
He took the bottle from my hand and saw my tear stained face...
"Jessika..no..no...what have you done?!"
Elijah said gripping my shoulders
"Mikael will exile a whore! I am so sorry Elijah...I never wanted to hurt you or to leave you alone....I can't bare this world like this...I would be exiled if..if he knew Niklaus and I were going to have a child...I had to do what was right for me..I know now I will never survive in this village...."
I said as I cried
"You could have been with me we could have raised this child as my own I would have taken care of you! Jessika...I don't know how to save you! What am I to do?!"
Elijah asked as his eyes glasses up. 
Another tear slid down my cheek. Elijah wiped it away with his thumb
"You can't...nobody can...Niklaus is no fool..He already knows...and clearly does not care..."
I said but then began to feel faint...
"I guess this is it....I'm starting to feel weak... I'm sorry Elijah.."
I said and backed up to the bridge
"Jessika no...Please Jessika stay with me!No!"
He said and pulled me in a kiss before I could jump. I kissed back for a moment, then used all my strength to shove him away.
"Forgive me..'Lijah..."
I said using his nickname I always gave him and then let myself fall over into the lake...and let myself die hearing Elijah screaming my name.....
(nobody's pov)
Elijah dove in after Jessika and retrieved her body..
but it was too late...
she was already gone....
Elijah held her bridal style and ran back to his home
"Mother!"
Elijah yelled.
Niklaus and Rebekah's face were covered in blood
"Elijah What happened?!"
Esther said as she ran to where Jessika's dead body had been lied
"Jessika?No...NO..what did you do?!"
Nicklaus screamed at Elijah, gripping his shirt. Elijah shoved him off
"This is your fault! You two timing bastard! Why wasn't she enough Niklaus?! Tell me why?!" Elijah yelled gripping Niklaus' shirt. Niklaus looked down
"She was...I was just a damn fool" he mumbled as he sat next to Jessika's lifeless body, grabbed her head and set it on his lap
"Wake up...Jessika please...no no no I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry...I need you Jessika!"
Niklaus yelled as he cried.
"No! What happened?!"
Rebekah yelled in tears and if it weren't for Jessika, Elijah would be asking about the bloody marks on her's and Niklaus' shirts...
"Niklaus...you destroyed her..."
Elijah said holding Jessika's dead hand
"Wait...she killed herself?"
Esther asked touching her forehead
"Yes!She drank your poison vial she stole from your workshop and jumped off the bridge.....I think she was carrying Niklaus' child.."
Elijah said as tears fell
"No...no she said she wasn't sure!"
Niklaus said crawling over to Jessika's body.
"Well she sounded sure before she jumped over the bridge! She had this notion the village would exile her and her child would become nothing but a bastard...How could you go back and forth between Tatia and Jessika?Jessika was so in love with you!This is unforgivable!" Elijah said as Niklaus cried
"I didn't mean to...I wasn't sure..who I wanted to be with!"
Niklaus said as his forehead was on Jessika's as he cried
"No...no..come back to me my love...come back"
Niklaus said holding her head gently.... "Jessika...who is going to braid my hair now...who's going to be my big sister now. Brother why must you be so selfish?!"
Rebekah yelled as she cried...
"Sister I feel terrible! This is my fault!"
Niklaus yelled in tears.
"Who's going to tell her mother and father now?"
Finn asked staring over her dead body
"I will. We will tell them she was bitten by a poisonous snake. Niklaus merely needs to make the bite.
"Why are you all covered in blood?"
Elijah finally asked...but Rebekah's and Niklaus' faces were changed to fear. Elijah turned but it was too late

"Forgive me son...."
Mikael said coldly behind him and drove a sword through his chest...killing Elijah...
(Jessika's pov)
I was dead...but suddenly...I woke up and was gasping for air.. I looked down at myself....my lower half was covered in blood...but I was alive
"What...where am I?"
I asked looking around until my eyes rested upon a very dead Elijah
"Lijah?!No!What-what happened?"
I said as tears fell but he shot up gasping for air as well
"Jessika! You're alive! But that means"
Rebekah's voice was heard. I looked back and saw Niklaus and Rebekah. Rebekah ran up to me and hugged me tightly.
"I feel so different. What has happened to me?"
I asked feeling so powerful and yet so dead
"You must have drank the wine that was meant for our children. Mikael and I made a potion to make our children more powerful.Agility, strength, speed and immortality you have it all now...but there comes with a price...Jessika you will no longer have syphoning powers...but if you wish to live you must complete the ritual and drink"
Esther said resting her hand on my shoulder
"Drink....what?"
I asked looking from her to a very shameful looking Niklaus and Rebekah.
"We can use you with our family....drink" Mikael said holding out an unconscious girl's bloody arm.
"What?!Drink blood??"
"Father you can't possibly-"
"Drink or you will die!"
Mikael pushed my head down onto this girls arm
"Father!"
Niklaus said
"Silence!..Boy"
Mikael said bitterly and after a couple minutes I pulled back
"What....what am I?!"
I yelled angrily with blood and tears mixing dripping down my chin.
"You are the fight against werewolves now"
Mikael said forcing Elijah to feed as well
"I wanted to die and yet here I am...and all I've lost is a child"
I said bringing my knees to my face and crying.
"Jessika"
Niklaus sat next to me
"What do you want?Shouldn't you be off with Tatia"
I said bitterly.
"Let's go talk outside"
Nicklaus said standing.
"I do not wish to speak with you"
I said bitterly.
"Please. I beg of you"
he pleaded.
I sighed and got up with him. I looked back at Elijah who looked hurt and angry. I sighed as I closed the door behind me.