JenLisa | ONE DAY [COMPLETED]

24: hatred

Jennie's POV

at the hospital

I ran down the hallway and stopped infront of my bestfriend's ward. Sweat was dripping down from my face but i knew that it was more because of the nervousness than the running i did.

I stared infront of me for awhile before i slowly put my hand on the cold metal handle of the cobalt blue door.

She'll be fine Jennie. Maybe when you open this door,  Jisoo is going to jump at you screaming that its one of her stupid pranks. And then Lisa will appear saying that she was dragged into this. Yes, that must be it. Take a deep breath.

I took in as much air as my lungs would let me and exhaled. Then i opened the door shakily and stepped into the room.

"Jennie."

I was greeted by Lisa as i walked in. She had hastily got up from her seat and bowed her head low as soon as she noticed my presence.

Despite my anxiousness and urgency, my panic melted slightly as soon as i saw her. I felt my insides flutter wildly. It was weird, because it felt familiar yet foreign at the same time.

Then i remembered why i was here. I turned my head to look at a pretty woman sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed. Tubes connected to the oxygen tank flowed through her and the heart monitor pulsed softly. My heart cracked a little.

"Ji.. soo..." I cried, holding onto her arm gently. I couldn't believe that this was really happening. A few hours ago i was just dragging her to all my favourite designer shops and complaining about her chicken obsession. Now she was lying down here not responding. I held her hand and sobbed.

I felt a soft touch on my shoulder.

And a flutter in my stomach again.

"H-Hey.. don't cry... she'll be fine. Jisoo unnie is a strong woman." Lisa said comfortingly.

I nodded my head as i choked back my tears. Then i released Jisoo's hand and covered her more comfortably with the blanket.

Lisa motioned me to sit on the couch and i did.

"So... um..." She said awkwardly, breaking the silence that engulfed us.

"What happened?" I asked quietly, looking at her beautifully crafted doll face. I swear im going to kill the bastard that did this to my bestfriend. I'm going to blow his skull open and rip his-

"It was me." Lisa said.

What?

"What do you mean?" I said as i felt my temper rising and my emotions swirling madly.

"I mean... its my fault. I was- i was heartbroken last night and i drowned myself in alcohol till the morning. I- I don't remember what happened exactly but i think i drunkenly called Jisoo unnie and blabbered something which made her rush to find me and end up in an accident. I got a call from the hospital saying that she was knocked down by a car and that she's suffering from a massive brain trauma. Sh-she's in a coma right now and they're unsure when she will wake up. I'm sorry Jennie. I really am. I didn't mean to cause anyone harm, im sorry." Lisa confessed shakily, repeating apologies to me as she stared at me guiltily with her brown eyes.

I tried to take it all in.

A part of me knew that it wasn't entirely her fault but in my state of mind i could feel nothing but hatred and anger towards her at this moment.

Because of her recklessness, she almost cost the life of my bestfriend. And Jisoo was more than that. She was like a sister to me; family. She always protected me in every way possible, not letting anyone hurt me but now she was the one who got hurt, badly. Because of someone else's mistake.