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A beautiful life just does not just happen, it is built daily by prayer, humility, sacrifice and love. May that beautiful life be yours always.

Karrueche
Rain is good for the soul, crazy how I feel the most warm when it's cold. Feeling empty but I simply feel more alive in the scenes of my dreams, but then there's chris he's so different from what I've ever  delt with. I'm still hurting and fighting with multiple voices occupying my head then there's him bringing me peace to balance out the fuck shit I have to deal with turning all my days into brighter days and I'm thankful for it. Felt like my life has been a lie for the last three years never crossing a line because I dedicate my life to loving victor right , love came before pride I loved him before I even knew why it was a waste of time what a waste of love glad I questioned what I had with him but three years too late and that's exactly why I can't go there with chris he deserves better. Never realized it but he took my piece of mind and I have to focus on me to get it back.
Listening to Jhene aiko 'Never Call Me' ft YG while laying in bed of course I wasn't gonna do a thing because it was raining I just wanted to stay warm in bed. "Why can you just tell the fuckin' truth now?
Yes your mama did, she raised a fool, wow
What the fuck did you learn in that school house?
To chasin' thrills, takin' pills in the hills"  looking out the window thinking what a typical nigga. I didn't realize I dosed off until I heard someone knocking on the door walking to the door I turned the light on I swung open the door  without looking threw the peep hole.

 I didn't realize I dosed off until I heard someone knocking on the door walking to the door I turned the light on I swung open the door  without looking threw the peep hole

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"My bad ma" taking a breath I walked in the kitchen with him coming in "I know it's late I know it's late but I can't sleep and I just had to come talk to you"

"About what?what's on your mind" I asked "you" he said in a low tone I turned around to look at him "I'm just trynna love you, i wanna give my all to you" he said grabbing my hands as he continued "You got a glass heart im trynna take care of it, ...

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"About what?what's on your mind" I asked "you" he said in a low tone I turned around to look at him "I'm just trynna love you, i wanna give my all to you" he said grabbing my hands as he continued "You got a glass heart im trynna take care of it, its hard to reach you but if you'll see it through let's skip through the sad parts you can forgive but never forget who you are cause your smile, it just reminds me how I can never put you behind me let's make a difference, change my life" "I" I shook my head letting go of his hands "Chris what's wrong with us just being friends? I love being friends with you cause your the only one out of everybody who can deal with my ways" "you got me in my feelings I can't just be friends with you" he paused closing the gap between us "what I want with you friends don't do"
I looked him in the eyes and I guess that sparked something up because next thing you know were kissing. He grabbed my waist picking me up and headed towards my room throwing me on the bed we started kissing again taking off my shirt he then connected his lips to my body started kissin and aiming for my spot, takin off my lace panties was his next move gripping on my thighs lifting my left leg up and started eating away... I was fed up.

                                         TreyI'm all alone in this big ole house kane over my momma house thinking about watching a movie but not knowing exactly which one Ocean 8 seem good hearing my phone ring i see it's christina she called at ...

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                                         Trey
I'm all alone in this big ole house kane over my momma house thinking about watching a movie but not knowing exactly which one Ocean 8 seem good hearing my phone ring i see it's christina she called at the right time. "Hey I wanna see you tonight, it's been a long time" I paused "feeling lonely tonight come get me right" she signed "I just need someone to talk to right now we've both been a little busy and I just need someone to talk to , to clear my mind" I got up heading towards the kitchen "I think I'm bout to make myself a drink remember how we did it on the sink" I smirked trying to change the subject before she started rambling about her failed friendships. "Can I have your undivided" "I'm just tired of talking about the same thing, you're losing your cool the whole situation got you so far gone I know it hurts but it will eventually get better" she signed "alright I'll be there in thirty"

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