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Dia

Walking into chris shop I didn't really know what to expect because I haven't seen him since trey party I felt like it was gonna be awkward between us after I asked him out but instead of seeing him I see lucas.
Licking my glossy lips I cringed walking up to the front desk where he was now standing and looking me up and down yeah he was fine but he was no chris plus it was just something about him that pissed me off.
"What's good ma, you looking for chris" he asked and as I parted my lips to speak he spoke instead "he ain't here" he said smiling showing his pearly whites and his gold bottom grill to say the least it was attractive not everyone could pull off a gold grill I smiled back "can a girl just come to her Thursday art class" he lifted his right eyebrow "class is canceled" I nodding not really knowing what to say I started to walk away but then I thought why not fuck with his rude ass. "So why is it that every time I come around your jokily rude" I leaned on the counter smirking at him "you a fine female that seem like you take everything serious and wrong" he was right I hated silly childish shit I felt like I was too old for it he took my silence as an answer as if he was right which he was "you be probably be like this ain't no motherfuckin game, why you playing with me" he joked doing an impression of me we both laughed

Chris

Why the hell was I feeling bad about the way I treated Agnes when I saw her in my mom kitchen when I know I shouldn't it's been two days since then and all I can think about is the last time I seen her in Sydney I know I shouldn't but now I just feel like I'm somehow gonna have to deal with what happen in order to get back where I want to be with karrueche she's the reason why I didn't trust bitches and why I went to LA to get away.
Laying in bed waiting for something or someone to just distract me from the thoughts and memories that was racing through my head.

Flash back to that night..

Coming back from Agnes last dance rehearsal I was proud that she was doing better then what she was when we first meet I even helped and showed her the moves I had projected in my mind. Getting into my old fashion decked out trailer it just started from there me telling her how proud I was of her to us kissing her every way that I could to use getting naked and making our way to the bed, I overdosed on her love not only that her sex was a drug.
The fucked up part about it all was not even 2hours after we had sex and we were fresh out of the shower she told me she was leaving me and all of the good times we had together cake flashing back in that moment I felt hurt, and betrayed and all she had to say was "sorry" I couldn't believe the predicament she was putting me in I couldn't do anything but have a seat and think about the shit that was happening right before my eyes I felt like she was the love of my life she looked at me with sad eyes like I was somehow supposed to hold her and beg her not to go I should've but I wasn't in the right state of mind. I put my head down not sure what to think or do in that type of situation she spoke up "you know why I'm going crazy because of you only you I-" once she said that shit it pissed me off how was she somehow blaming shit on me that I had no idea about she tried to reach out and touch me but I shook my head telling her not to "I'm in love with you" I shouted at her as she started to cry "I don't need heartbreak and distractions from my goals" she said crying while slapping her chest "and what about me" she looked down then at me again grabbing her rolling suit case she said her last goodbye walking out as I hit down my lights from the ceiling.

Only thing I can think about now is why was I so pissed and why did I get so attached if I knew she ran away from her problems so why did I think I'd be any different from anything she ever couldn't handle in her life.
It was too good to be true and I hate that I thought shit could've ended good like I was in some type of fairytale with her dumb young love that's what it was

                                        Agnes

Here I was back at Joyce's house crying my eyes out telling her about my current situation and why I'm glad I seen her and why I need chris back in my life.
Im just thanking god chris wasn't here when I arrived, she didn't know the full details about how me and chris ended things well how I ended things and why.I loved him just as much as he loved me it wasn't easy for me to make that decision the next day I found out some shit I didn't want to hear it sorta ruined me but I bounced back from it now I'm just hoping for forgiveness.