Picture Perfect

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It feels good to be back home it just felt so depressing out in New York finding out new shit about chris past, still can't get over the fact that chris is a dad and how so much shit is about to change his baby momma seem like a drama queen from what I've heard of I'm not gonna stress too much about it though until she's back in town at least. I look great my skin is clear I'm in a good mood so I gotta keep this smile on my face plus he's my peace now so I gotta try to at least be his as well.

Walking to the restaurant I'm supposed to be meeting joey, erin and christina I see a distressed smoked out looking victor haven't seen him in a while which I'm thankful for I just hope he doesn't notice me "KARRUECHE" joey called out my name from the outside sitting area of the restaurant victor looked his way then my way as soon as he seen me he tried crossing the street as I speed up my pace trying to get to them my short legs was too damn slow and I couldn't run to make it obvious "hey, you look good glowing I guess that nigga you with doing something right" "you could say that" I said walking past him and going to my table I sat next to joey in case victor tried anything he'd have my back
"Don't she have a restraining order against you, why are you here" joey asked him before he could say anything else "you right I gotta go anyway" "BYE FELICIA" him and erin yelled laughing at them my life is a fucking soap opera

Trey
Blurry nights at the club I go home with at least two to four different bitches when I wake up I sorta regret it shit really haven't been going my way lately so I do shit to forget my problems.After that ole raggedy hoe Christina broke shit off with my that was just the beginning to shit going downhill I couldn't help but to do what I'm doing haven't been to work none of is on my mind right now my mom been handling that to say she's upset about it is an understatement but I really could care less right about now. Pushing this girl naked body up off me I headed to the bathroom to piss as I started to pee my shit started to burn what the hell did I just get myself into.
Dia
He said I'm looking yummy make him wanna eat me up thing is Lucas took my mind off becoming a home wrecker with Chris and his girl hes different in his own way a hood corny blunt nigga not my type but I gave it a chance and I'm glad I did one night he texted him saying I was trynna make a move he said he had time and pulled up in the pink car with hella red heart balloons it was cute and to say the least I'm the best he never had. Now I'm laid up with him in my bed yes I said it my bed what am I thinking acting like I'm boo'd up with some fake deep thinking nigga just to pass time and not focusing on what I really want I mean he makes me happy for the time being but is this what I really want is this what I want to focus on and put my mind body and soul into I at least gotta give it a try since I gave him the time of day