From 1984 // Queen ✔️

Chapter 18: The way you make me feel.

Brian looked at Roger who was sleeping peacefully, he couldn't help but look at this beautiful bloke- Ugh, seriously? Brian thought, as he lightly slapped himself, he can't have these mixed feelings at Roger. He needed to focus on this situation they're stuck right now. He was longing for home, and the good old days.

Despite on how smart Brian is, he really can't solve these emotions he's really feeling right now. Please, not now, he pleaded.

His face, his smile, his hair, everything. Everything about him is enough to make Brian just fall into his knees and beg Roger to love him. I can't. Don't I have a wife? What was her name again? In fact, Brian didn't want a wife, or anybody except for Roger.

Brian sighed and retreated by putting his head down on the bed next to Roger. He felt as his eyes were welling up with warm tears, he never felt this weak. Roger, Roger, Roger. His name was the only one he could think right now. He needed to go home, and just really be carefree with his life. But now, he's falling for this man that who would never fall back to him.

"Brian?" a voice croaked, "You alright?"

Brian looked up, seeing Roger's light blue eyes, filled with concern. "Oh, uh. Nothing, Roger. I, uhm." He wiped his tears, and forced a smile on his face, "I guess I just needed to uhm, let out some emotions." The words didn't come out as he wanted it to be, it sounded like a question.

Roger raised his eyebrow, he wanted to ask, but he decided that he won't, he decided to make the situation lighter, "It's still on my mind," he chuckled.

"What's still on your mind?" Brian curiously asked. He was thinking that maybe the picture that they saw on that laptop was still on his mind, but his guess wasn't even close enough.

"Freddie's, uhm-" He choked, "pee-pee," He burst out laughing, while Brian looked at him with disbelief, then burst out laughing too, "What the hell, Roger? Why would you-" Brian was interrupted by another fits of laughs.

"Sh*t, I didn't mean to! It was just there, and oh god-" Roger was laughing again, but this time his laugh sounded like a windshield wiper. Brian was laughing, almost enough to make him fall out of his chair, "Jesus, Roger!"

"A-and, after that-" He giggled, "when I-I was looking out on those cars I've never seen before, I slightly got a boner under the pan I used t-to hide my willy." then he bursted out laughing again, this time making Brian fall of his chair.

"O-oh, God! W-what?" Brian laughed, putting his hand on his stomach, as it was starting to hurt from laughing. These moments were the ones Brian was longing for, and he's thankful that Roger was there to provide it.

"You're mad, Rog!"

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Freddie looked at the two, "So, John, how did you bump into John?" After the words left his lips, he realized on how confusing the sentence was. The two looked at him with a confused expression on their faces, Freddie rolled his eyes, "You know what I mean."

The younger Deaky spoke, "Simple. I was walking down the street, I found him, and I passed it out." he responded tiredly, Freddie looked at him, not impressed with his summarized story, then looked at John's older self, "Uhm, what he said." the older bassist responded, still a bit in shock on what was happening.

"How did you end up in this hell-hole?"

The younger Deaky told everything, from start to where they are now. Freddie listened to him without interrupting which never happened. Then all of the sudden the older version of John, came up to Freddie.

"Are you real?"

The older bassist softly touched Freddie's cheek which made him slightly shudder at his touch.

"O-of course, darling. I'm right here." Freddie replied, then without a word the bassist hugged him tightly as if his life depended on it. Freddie looked at the other bassist lying on the bed, smiling sympathetically. The man who was hugging Freddie seemed to be sobbing, "D-don't leave us again, Fred. Don't ever."

"I won't. I promise."

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i dont know what to say..

just putting that random john gif. hee hee