My Step Brothers

Chapter 39. One fast week

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I spent the whole week wrapped up with Jase and the whole group. They were over everyday after school. Alex never texted or called me. I think he's scared to go against Chase. I still love them but it's over shadowed by the hurt they caused me.

Soon all our friends stopped spending the night every night. I started sleeping in the spare room. Jase asked me to just move in with them. Brody looked at me and said he's starting to feel like he has a family again. I found out Jase was usually never around leaving Brody by himself alot.

I decided to go for it. I haven't told my mom yet. I know she thinks I'm coming home this week, but the way I've been feeling. I need to feel wanted and the guys want me here. We have our own little family dinners. We're always together and it feels good.

It's Friday and my last class is ending. Brody grabs my stuff, since there is no practice today. We're going to go pick up my stuff and talk to my mom. Believe it or not Brody's parents already know about me and that I have been living there. He introduced me while he was skyping.

**Brody was skyping when I went in his room. I saw that he was talking to his parents and I called Jase in. He came in and saw his parents on the laptop. He gives me a look with a roll of his eyes and sits down next to me. Brody then proceeds to tells them I'm moving in. That I will probably be his new sister inlaw. I roll my eyes at him and start laughing. I don't know about all that.

They actually made plans to come spend a couple weeks with us before they go back to England for work. I still haven't figured out what they do, but they told me to go ahead and move in. **

I head out of the class and see Jase waiting for us. He snuck out of class early again. He gives me a hug as he swings me. We get in Brodys hummer and head over to get my stuff.

We pull in and I see the driveway is packed. I hope their all outback. I just don't want to deal with them. We go in and I see my mom upstairs with Nicky.

"Hey buddy, mom" I say as Nicky runs up and hugs me.

"Hi baby girl, have a good week? " My mom asks smiling. I hope my mom doesn't lose it. "Ohhhh hi Brody and Brody's brother! "

"Mom this is Jase. I think we need to talk." I tell her taking a seat on the bar stool at the counter.

"Ok hun." she looks at them again and smiles. I can feel them getting uncomfortable. Jase smiles and looks at me and my mom.

"You guys hang out with Nicky, I will be right back. " They go into the livingroom to sit on the couch and watch TV with Nicky. I get up and look out the sliding doors to the boys having a pool party outside. This will make it easier getting the last of my stuff.

"Mom, I'm going to move in with Brody and Jase. Their parents are okay with it. I feel this is the best solution for me right now. I have my life under control. The guys look out for me when I'm not with my other friends. It's good for me right now."

She looks at me and starts crying. Great I just upset her. I'm starting to feel horrible. I take a deep breath to try and control the situation.

" Mom I'm basically around the corner. It will be alright. I will come see you when ever you want."

"You know your not eighteen yet, I still have a say you know. " she says wiping her face.

"Yeah but mom, I would be leaving for college before I'm eighteen. I will be seventeen when I start college anyways. With everything that happened between me and Chase and Alex. It hurts me and I feel really uncomfortable. This is their home, it was never mine. I tried talking it out with them. I don't understand how everything just changed in one day. I feel used and treated like garbage... You can come watch me cheer at the homecoming game this coming Friday." I say trying to end it on a good note.

" Ok, if this is what you think is best for you. Are you going to pack up now?" She asks with a sniffle.

"Yeah." I say and nod at her and give her a hug. Alex walks in, looks at my mom and then me.

"Hey do you think we can talk? " Alex asks me.

"I don't have a lot of time. " I say to him and start to walk back to the livingroom.

"Lucky for me, It will just take a minute. " he grabs my hand and pulls me into the spare room.

"I want to say I'm sorry for not calling you, I didn't mean to. You caught me off guard when you said you still love me. That night I brought you upstairs and I listened to what your mom said about us making it harder for you. Then the shit with your dad. I'm not using them as an excuse, but I told Chase that we were ripping your life apart. So Chase said that maybe We should back off of you, so that you can have time to think this thru. I never expected any of this to happen this way. I wanted to go get you but Chase thought if we gave you more time and space that you would decide on your own that you don't want us. That it would hurt you less if you made the decision. "

I look up to him and start crying. He says this to me. He comes closer to me and pulls me into a hug. The water works are really going.

"The space and time hurt but that's not what made the decision. Seeing Tonya all over Chase for the past two weeks did. Seeing her all over him and him letting her after everything that happened. That's what hurt." I tell him with my voice shaking.

I take a step back. I turn and look out the window. I calm myself down. Before I look back to him.

" I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I let my fears cloud my judgement. I should of talked to you right away before making these decisions." He says trying to get closer to me.

"I'm sorry Alex, I can't do this right now. I thought this could all work out, but everything was so dramatic and draining. I had a small break from it. I don't know if I want to go back to it."

"I understand, but you have to realize that the drama part is over. It's done, everyone knows. They all reacted. I messed up, but I really want us to try. I talked to Chase, he knows where I stand now. I can fix us."

"Alex, Chase said a long time ago. That you guys come as a package. I understood that, but from what I see Chase is with Tonya of all people. You know what she did to me. Did you think we would see each other behind Chase's back? Is it going to cost you,  your friendship with Chase. How long am I supposed to fight for guys that seem like they really don't care?" I said looking right at him throwing all my questions at him. His face fell and I felt like I had my answer. I look at him one more time and then  I walked around him.

I went out to the livingroom to the guys. They got up and follow me downstairs into my room. We pack up all my stuff. I look at my new old  room that's completely empty of me ever being there. We walk to the hummer and pack up the last of my stuff in the hummer.

"We're going to go pick up dinner, but we're going to go for a walk first. " Jase says as he opens the door for me to get in.

As we leave, I look back and see Alex standing in the doorway. My heart feels broken, but I know it will never be the same.