My Step Brothers

Chapter 65. Becoming me

Jase moved his stuff in a spare room next to mine before I got home. Brody let it slip when he looked in my room. I felt relieved. I know that he must be feeling awful but he's still a stranger to me. I'm really trying but I can't remember anything. I don't want to lead him on.

The weeks have passed and I'm stronger again. I want to play lacrosse but I was told that I can't. I have to let myself completely heal since I'm playing college level over the spring. I'm all signed up for school and don't remember any of it.

I've gone thru all my text messages and emails. I've listened to old voice mails. I watched videos and looked at pictures of my friends and me. I get nothing. I hate it. I can't stand feeling like this.

Everyone knows me and I know no one. My grandparents asked me if I wanted to move in with them. I feel like maybe I should. I know their hurting because of my mother. I talked to Brody and he says no. He says we're going to look at houses to rent on campus.

We also just found out that Alex and Chase are going to Florida State. They both got scholarships for soccer. They are so excited. I kinda think its because it's hard to be around me. They will say something and I have no idea what their talking about.

Jase and I... It's so hard to talk about. We have become real good friends now. I know its killing him on the inside but he hides it. I went to our senior ball with him. We hugged and I finally let him kiss me. It was real nice. After he hung on to me and kept his arms around me.

I want to be the girl for him but time is running out. College starts soon and we are both going to be busy. He got the scholarship for Penn State. The best football college team you could ask for. He also got one for UCLA. He has choices.

"Hey Brody..You ready? " I ask.

"Yeah did you grab your phone? "

"Yup"

We left, him pushing me as we tried to walk. I push him back and he starts laughing. I shake my head. I turn and look forward and I feel him push me.

"Stop" I say and fall down. "Dick..."

I go to stand up and I suddenly have a memory fly thru my head. "Omg Brody... you threw me before to save yourself from a clown. ..you really are an ass."

"Of course when you decide to remember something it's that...besides that was the second time I used you as a shield...Bella you remembered something! !! Come here I'm going to throw you again so you can remember everything! " Brody says running after me. I start running a little scared.

"No Brody go away. It doesn't work that way. Leave me alone." I scream back at him.

I heard ringing, I reach in my pocket and I look down at my phone. It said Amber 17. I go ahead and answer it. She asked if I was ready to go back to work. She then sent me a text of where I have to go this afternoon. I figure why not. I have no idea what this is for.

"Brody, I'm suppose to work this afternoon. What is this place? "

"Oh you model for seventeen. It's been awhile, I kind of forgot. Let's get ice cream to celebrate. "

"We have to look at a house to rent, we have an appointment. Back to the truck, we're going to be late."

"Is your friend Blake still moving in with us?"

"Yeah I talked to him earlier. "

"Do you remember him?"

"I do and now I remember some of you. Don't worry Brody you will always be my thunder buddy forever." We link arms and with that little memory I feel our friendship has gotten stronger.