You confuse me so much and yet I feel okay
You broke my heart but I was still going on
I still hope for you to come back to me
To fix what was falling apart to begin with
To hold me close again and kiss me like the world was ending
I miss you, but I know I wouldn't take you back
I would want to so badly, but it wouldn't be right
I had trusted you, and you broke it. Severely.
I had cried for days, even weeks over you
I can't listen to some songs because they remind me too much of you
I can't look at places without feeling an ache in my heart
I still long for you, I miss the passion and intimacy
But I know it's wrong
I know I shouldn't.
I'm doing great, better than I have in the past.
We still talk, and we're on good terms, and I'm glad to be your friend
But I miss you. I miss having your scent on me, I miss hearing your voice say I love you.
I know you don't feel the same. Unless you do, I'm not sure.
I just don't understand how you could just throw it all away like that.
All the smiles, all the laughs, all the kisses and hugs and talks. All just nothing.
I was your first, and you were mine. But now you're my first ex. And that hurts.
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