Different

Chapter 4

It was so nice to get back to my house and close the door on everything that had happened today. I looked at the clock on the living room wall. 4:30pm. I'd better call Spencer. I pressed call on his name and waited for him to pick up.

'Hi baby, it's me.' I always start phone conversations like this which makes no sense since caller ID exists and he already knew it was me before he picked up.

'Hey babe, are you ok, Courtney had me worried about you before.' I sighed at his response and told him what had happened and how exaggerated it had become.

After 10 minutes of catching up about his day he asked if he could come over. I told him yes since I hadn't properly seen him in 4 days and my mom was out til 10 at work. My mom literally hates Spencer. Ever since she caught us half dressed in my room she's never let me forget about what a 'bad influence' he is. Whatever, what she doesn't know won't get me into trouble. I sat down on the sofa and put on the tv so I could distract myself from the day I'd had while I waited for Spencer to get here.

The doorbell rang and I jumped off the sofa with excitement. I practically ran to the door to let Spencer in. I literally pulled him through the doorway and threw my arms around his neck and buried my face in his chest. I felt his muscular arms wrap around my waist. 'I missed you.' I muttered, even though it had only been a few days since I last saw him. 'I missed you too babe.' he said as he took my hand and led me upstairs to my room.

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We were lying on my bed making out. Spencer was hovering over me with his hand tangled in my hair. I took a quick glance at the time on my alarm clock, 6:30pm. That means we've been making out for well over an hour now. I let myself forget about it, getting lost in the kiss.

A few minutes later Spencer moved his hand to cup my left breast. He started to massage it through my shirt and I let out a quiet moan. I felt him smirk against my lips. Then he started kissing down my neck and started sucking on the skin just above my collarbone. I breathed in sharply and knotted my hand in his hair. My mom was going to kill me if she saw me with a love bite, but it was definitely worth it.

I felt Spencer's hands move to the bottom of my shirt. I sat up and lifted my arms to let him take it off more easily. Then he unhooked my bra and practically threw it across the room. 'You're so fucking sexy Jen.' he murmured whilst his eyes were hungrily looking at my breasts. I let out a nervous giggle. I never understood why Spencer likes them so much, my bra size is only 32B they're barely even there compared to other girls. He spent a few minutes touching and kissing my breasts. I could feel how 'excited' he was since he was basically humping my leg.

His hand trailed down my stomach to the button on my jeans. I felt my stomach tighten. I always hate this part. It took him a couple of minutes to get my jeans off since they were super skinny fit. He pulled my panties to one side and wasted no time. He pushed two fingers inside, I was so tense and my stomach was practically doing backflips. It was the same every time, far too rough and painful. I just closed my eyes and waited til it had been long enough for me to fake an orgasm. I plastered a fake smile on my face to match his. All I had to do now was get him off with my hand and it would all be over. You can do this Jenna.

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A few minutes later we were both fully dressed again and holding each other. 'Spencer? Can I ask you something?' I said extremely quietly.

'Yeah, babe?' he replied. We had this conversation literally every time. I don't even know why I bother anymore.

'Do you think you can be a bit less rough next time? You know I get really sore afterwards.' I said in a voice barely above a whisper.

'Sorry baby, I can't always help myself when you're lying their naked. You look so hot and I just get carried away sometimes.' He said as he left a small peck on my forehead. I let out a small sigh and just willed myself to forget about it. 'You know maybe if we did something else' he said whilst running his hand up my thigh. 'you would enjoy it more Jen. I'd take care of you, go slow and everything.' he practically begged.

'No.' I said in a small voice. I was definitely nowhere near ready to have sex with Spencer, especially if it would make me even more sore than I already am, since I know he wouldn't go slow at all. All he cares about is how he feels.

'Why?' he whined against my neck. I just ignored him and we held each other in silence til he had to leave.

When my mom got home from work I made sure my hair was covered my love bite the whole time I was talking to her. She was asking me if anything was wrong since I looked 'tired.' I just brushed it off and told her I felt ill and went to bed to try and forget about everything. All the stress of today, plus all the stress from Spencer was just too much.