Quadeca x reader

better off alone

A/N:I think I found some fucking hope.

Warning-Ben is barely in this,Rape

Special appearance-None

The music is playing loudly and I'm dancing like a crazy person in the middle of the club.

Grinding my body on a guy I don't even know,"Want to come to my place baby?"

The much older guy whispers in my ear and I giggled,and nodded my head;he took my hand leading me out.

~Time skip~

We enter his house and he starts kissing my neck and this time I actually get a good look at his face and I go stiff.

He looks way older then he did in those club lights,"Come on baby take off the top."

He then starts unbuttoning my top and I push him off of me and start sobering up in the situation.

"I-I don't think I want to do this anymore,um I want to leave."

"You already came here princess and I always get what I want from pretty, vulnerable,young, broken girls like you,now take off the top so I can fuck you!"

I then start to cry and I'm throwing my arms around trying to get away but he picks me up and pins me to the bed and all I could do was accept it, letting the tears stream down my face while he slams into me.

~After what happened~

He is now asleep on the bed while I hurried to get my clothes on silently crying.

I need Ben,I need his warmth so I could forget the things that went down,yeah he may be my ex but he is the only person I trust.

I'm crying while I run and run till I get to his place with my jacket half on and my hair messed up and my lipstick smeared and my legs trembling.

I then nock the door and hear shuffling until he opens the door,"Omg,Y/N what happened?"

I then burst out sobbing and rush into his arms,"I-I'm s-s-so sorry."

I thought I was better off alone.