•Dhara
"Guys! Pakidala yung table nato sa harap ng room, bilis!" Sigaw ni Jeanna.
Today is the most awaited part for the month of July, because today is the acquaintance party, in the morning session, we will have the program and the competition for the booths and in the night naman meron kaming ball dance.
"Kumpleto ba lahat ng pinag usapan natin na dadalhin ninyo?" Sabi ulit ni Jeanna.
"Ano ba naman Caleb! Sinasayang mo yung mga pagkaing pan display eh!" Sita ni Jean kay Caleb na linalagyan ng icing sa mukha si Raven.
"Duke isa pa! Tatamaan ka talaga sakin. Tangina." Sabi ni Raven at tinulak palayo si Caleb.
Napanguso si Caleb kay Raven at nung tumingin siya kay Jean ay masamang nakatingin sa kanya si Jeanna.
"Binabayaran ko naman Jean--"
"Argh! Bahala ka nga! Raveeeen! Alagaan mo ng mabuti yang lalaking yan ha!" Sigaw ni Jeanna at bumalik sa ginagawa.
Si Raven naman ay tinulak ng buong pwersa si Caleb at tiningnan ng masama si Caleb.
"Tama na." Mahinahon niyang sabi at iniwan si Caleb. Si Caleb naman ay kinain ang natitirang cupcake.
Dadaan si Raven sa tabi ko, I think about everything, yes, I admit. It's all because of me. It's all my fault.
"Raven..." Tawag ko sa kanya at napatingin naman siya sakin.
"Oh?"
"I'm... *ehem... Sorry..."
"Are you serious?" Tanong niya at natawa ng bahagya.
"Bakit?" Tanong ko at nakipaglaban sa mga mata niya, but I'm nothing compared to her gray eyes whose now are fiercing.
"Tangina. Hindi ka talaga marunong makiramdam eh noh? Today is the most awaited event for this month tapos isisingit mo sa eksena yung problema natin ngayon? The heck Dhara, why so insensitive?"
"Sinsabi mo bang wag kong sirain yung magandang araw--"
"No. I was saying, wag mong sirain ang araw ko. That's what I'm talking about." She said and walked away.
Pero bago mangyari yun hinawakan ko siya sa siko kaya napatigil siya at napaharap sakin.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, please, patawarin mo na ako, Raven... It hurts seeing you happy with someone else, masakit promise... I know it's all my fault and damn! I am so desperate para mapatawad mo ako, please! Just--"
"Just stop. And shut up. Ayoko ng eskandalo Dhara. Pag usapan natin to sa susunod na araw, but please not now. I'm not in the mood." Sabi niya at tinalikuran ako.
"Masakit makitang naglalakad ka papalayo Raven." I said, wala na akong paki alam kung sino pa ang nakatingin samin. Kokonti lang naman sila, at kahit marami pa sila, i dint fucking care!
I'm literally desperate just for Raven to accept my sorry, fuckshit. This is all bullshit.
Narinig ko ang bahagya niyang pagtawa kaya lalo pang bumikat at sumakit yung nararamdaman ko. She doesn't care...
"Say what? Masakit? Really... Tsk." Sabi niya at hinarap ako, "... Well then, kung ayaw mo palang masaktan, wag kang gumawa ng dahilan para masaktan ka, as simple as that." Sabi niya at ngumisi.
"And let me say this to you... Nasabi ko na diba na ayusin mo muna yung issue mo sa kanilang tatlo bago ako? Kasi mas kelangan nila yung sorry mo kesa sakin... Pero kung hindi mo man yung magagawa, pasensya na pero hindi ko rin kayang gawin na kelangan ko pang hatiin yung oras ko sa inyong apat. Alam kong alam mong kaya kong umintindi at mag adjust, pero mas lalong alam mo kung hanggang saan lang ang mga limitasyon ko, and I'm hoping that you wont push me to my limitations."
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The Forbidden Love
Random"The biggest battle is between what you know and what you feel. While the worst part on giving up is, you have to even if you don't want to. And there's a big difference between giving up and you know you have done enough." "Tinatanong niyo kung bak...
