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part of the crowd - chaelisa (coachella part two)

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it's weekend two of coachella. we've already performed yesterday and i tell you, it was mind boggling. the feeling just hits different whenever we go on stage. they were loud. there were so many people, maybe even more people compared to our first performance. everyone was dancing, some of our new friends were dancing, it was incredible.

after the stage, we met so many singers at back, well not that many but they were many to me because i knew all of them. khalid was there, which made lisa go loco, she LOVES khalid. then jaden was there too, but his dad also met us! will smith! can you imagine that? that's like crossover of the century. anyway.

since we were done with all the performing, all three of us just decided we just wanna hang out with the crowd today. three of us because jisoo unnie wasn't quite sure if she wanted to go. she said she has the flu but it's not that serious. jennie unnie told her she could stay but jisoo insisted, jennie should just go and have fun instead of trapping herself in a room with her sick bestfriend. it was on the lines of, "jendeuk if i hear you say that you'd just rather spend time with me rather than watching billie eilish, i will slap you because both of us know that you've been dying to meet her. you can't sacrifice that chance just for me." in which jennie answers with, "you're right, i am dying to meet her. but i had always wanted us to be together when we watch her. this is her last set. but since you're sick, that means you can't go. and because you can't go, you won't be there. so i decided that i'll just stay with you even if that means i won't get to see her. you're my bestfriend, jisoo-ya. it's always you above the others," by the end of their conversation, jisoo had tears in her eyes which honestly amazed all of us. we thought maybe because she's just sick. so she's just a little sensitive to everything going on.

it didnt work though. she still bribed jennie that if she'll go she gets to have sex with her all night the next day. so yeah, jennie was with us leaving her smart, sick bestfriend alone in the hotel room, cuddling with her bunny.

there were times where jennie unnie clings onto me, maybe because jisoo wasn't there, clinging her arm in mine as we walk together. and i must admit, whenever this happens i have no hold or any contact with lisa. it's either she's just walking behind me on her phone, or she's just walking behind me, staring at my back begging for me to turn around and acknowledge her.

like right now.

i turn around abruptly making jennie unnie fling slightly since she was walking too fast to go to the nearest part of the stage. we were in billie eilish's stage.

"lisa," i call her name out as she shakes her head, removing her vision off the ground and back up to my face. she raises her eyebrows and hums in question, "come on," i reach my hand out as she stares at it for a few seconds before grabbing onto it with a squeeze. this was her way of telling me things. she does it when she wants to thank me, if she wants to tell me she loves me during interviews, when she wants to apologize, or when we fight about who gets the last piece of the chicken nuggets. (she squeezes my hand to say that it's hers)

we walk over a few meters away from the stage. not too far, not too near, it was perfect. we wait for billie eilish to appear as jennie unnie just started jumping around, excited and very focused to not let anyone know she has her iphone with her. you probably know why, so i won't explain it here.

we were standing altogether, with lisa in between us. we said if jennie wanted to be in the middle but she said she didn't want to because she'd be sandwiched in the middle of two giants and she'd feel even smaller than she already is. lisa and i laughed at her so jennie just said just go with youngest in the middle, so lisa didn't have any choice but to stand there, with a goofy smile on her face. i mean, not that i noticed her goofy smile–i mean, i did but– you get the point.

the stage starts and the bouncing unnie we were with suddenly went quiet. lisa didn't notice but i sure did. i know how much she loved billie's songs and how emotional she gets. so i just decided not to talk to her during this performance, she needs to enjoy this. eventhough she's by herself and wishing that her bestfriend was there beside her, it'd still be an unforgettable time.

the music starts and unconciously, i let my arm wrap around lisa's shoulders. she freezes for a moment as i look at her. her eyes were wide but still staring in front, not at me. these were the subtle and rare times that i was the one being clingy. lisa never expects that when i do it because she's usually the clingy one. it makes her blush and flustered and she hides her face away from me everytime it happens and i find it extremely cute. the blue lights of the stage, reflects onto our faces, so i never saw if she blushed or not, but im betting that she did.

ocean eyes started playing and all three of our breath's hitched. that song had a meaning to us, seperately that is. we all interpreted it differently. jennie connected the song with her relationship with kai. none of us know if they're still together though, with jisoo still head over heels in love with jennie, i bet she wishes that theyre not together anymore, but since she wants happiness for her, then jisoo just lets her feelings aside. i think the last time they talked about kai is during our stay in manila. down at the pool. (refer to pool date)

i've always connected ocean eyes to lisa. how i fell for her, how she mesmerizes me everytime, how much i love her, how scared i am about what might happen if sajangnim suddenly knows about our relationship. i'm scared to lose her, but just one look into her eyes all my fears go away. it's like i'm willing to risk it all, just for her. as long as i'm with her, everything will be fine.

i don't know who's the person lisa refers or connects this song to, but once our eyes met somwhere during thr chorus and time went slow and the music faded, i had a small feeling to who that person was.. she smiles at me longingly, as i just stared at her. i observed all her features. her bangs were swaying with the wind, exposing parts of her forehead. i always tell her to let her bangs grow out, and that she looks beautiful without them, but she doesnt want to. or maybe she just needs to get used to it. i mean she's breathtaking either way. her nose scrunched up as my hand grazed the back of her neck. her lips were plump and right at that moment, i wanted to pull her in and kiss her. tell her how much i love her. how much she means to me and how much im willing to risk for her, just like how the song says. my eyes find its way to meet hers and then i knew how it feels when people say they physically melt when they see the love of their life. her eyes glisten in the moonlight, plus the lights that reflect off the stage. for some reason, she looked even more beautiful. she looked different but in a good way. the girl in front of me wasnt the lisa that i met seven, nearly eight, years ago. that girl whom i met in the elevator, greeted me with the cutest smile, and set aside her bag just to let me and my huge guitar in. this girl is mature. she has her own sense of humor, has her own ways of flirting and communicating, and most especially, her own way of loving someone. and i'm so happy to say that that someone is me. how amazing is that?

i listen to my thoughts for once and i don't say anything. i just smile at her and lean in for a hug. i grip onto her body, pulling her towards me, burying my face into her chest. i could feel her heart beating rapidly, and that alone was already music to my ears, forgetting that we were in a music festival. her arms wrap around me in a protective, loving embrace. she strokes my hair slowly and i feel something tap on the top of my head. it could have been anything, but as i look upwards, she was looking right down at me, which meant she just kissed me. i blush and hide my face once again.

no words were said that night, but we both knew that wasn't really needed. we didnt need to say it out loud to let the other person know. because this was enough. what we were doing was enough. it was enough to let her know the love i have for her.

afterall, we were just one with the crowd. hidden within dozens and dozens of faces, dancing along to our favorite artists, and experiencing our dreams come true, second by second. and we wouldnt exchange it for the world.