i want to love you - chaelisa 🔞

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"really lisa? another girl? you just had someone in your bedroom yesterday!" chae says as the door closes.

lisa runs her hands through her hair, clearly annoyed about the fact her bestfriend, chaeyoung, keeps intervening with all her weekly hookups, which apparently now, is a daily thing.

"well, what do you want me to do, chaeng? keep one and ask them to be my girlfriend?!"

chaeyoung scoffs, "sure. as if you could even show an emotion related to love."

"why? do you think i can't fall in love with someone?"

"can you, lisa? because i've been here, sitting back and watching for three years. watching all the girls who leave your room and never come back and the next fucking day you already have a new one, moaning and screaming.. unholy things."

lisa just grunts in response, plopping herself on her bed. chaeyoung was looking down at her, a disappointed look on her face.

"i can't even with you. how can you be so stupid?" she smacks herself on the head and turns around, with her arms crossed.

the two were engulfed in silence more over ten minutes. chaeyoung left the room, she wanted to. now she was just in her own bedroom, too disgusted to even stay at the younger's bedroom or worse, sitting on that girl's bed. who knows how much.. ugh.

by the time chaeyoung hears a knock on her door, she goes underneath the covers and pretends to sleep. she hears footsteps enter and her name being called softly. her bed slowly dents by the end, indicating lisa was already sitting there and she feels small tingles going up the covers.

"rosie, wake up."

"what do you want, lisa." she answers, pushing her hand away. it wasn't even a question. it was a statement full of anger.

chaeyoung hears her sigh, and the footsteps went closer. she opened her eyes and lisa was right there in front of her. well, her legs were. she looks up and their eyes meet.

"have you ever fallen in love?"

the australian rolls her eyes instantly, "really, lisa? why are you even–"

lisa cuts her off, "teach me."

chaeyoung sits up on the bed and cocks an eyebrow, "teach you? teach you what?"

"teach me how to fall in love. clearly you love someone, i doubt that you don't. and im pretty sure someone loves you, too, like how can someone not?"

"well, the person who i actually love doesn't love me back because now i know she doesn't know how to."

chae shakes her head. nope. she's not gonna say that.

"are you serious, lis? love isn't a damn course you take in college and expect to be taught by a damn teacher. love involes feelings. do you think feelings is something someone could teach you?"

lisa grabs her bestfriend's hands, "come on chaengie, please?"

chaeyoung looks at their intertwined hands and feels the butterflies again. she always felt like this whenever lisa held her close. whenever she stroked her cheek saying "it's okay, chaeng.", or when lisa runs her hands through her hair, she feels all comfy and warm. and when they hug, oh chaeyoung has never felt more safe.

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