blackpink oneshots

why i love you - chaelisa

(this was taken from my other book, revised it a little bit so it works as a oneshot hihi hope you enjoy)

remember when i told you i'd never in my whole life write a letter because i think it's stupid and too cliché? yeah, well here you go. yes i'm a hypocrite, but i'm 100% sure you already know that. i don't do these kinds of things because i'm just not like that. i hug people, i kiss them, i don't write. but writing this now, i think it's quite enjoyable.

i've been looking back at us for the past few months and you know what, the first 5 years of school happened yet we didn't really know each other at all. you and i were complete strangers eventhough we've been acquainted since middle school.

but then senior year came and i grew closer to you. we became roommates and at first, you didn't even want to. you referred to me as "that shy girl" that you didn't want to be with. i must admit, i sort of got offended by that, but i eventually got over it.

we slowly but surely got along because we both stayed up late for homework and projects due the same night. you used to lock yourself in your room but i still ended up convincing you not to. then weekends came and we spend our nights by the balcony of our dorm room, hot chocolate in hand and us just talking about our future.

you told me you wanted to be a photographer when the right time comes. but as of then, you were talking medicine courses. and i told you i wanted to become a singer, someone who'd be known by the public not because of her face but for her voice. i was boastful about my talent, and the only thing you ever did was to praise me about it.

i just wanted you by my side 24/7. i stay in your bedroom even when you don't tell me to. you dont complain as we cuddle up and talk about what happened in our day. i always wanted to be there—to be with you; to make sure you were okay.

yet back then, i didn't know why. why was i being so sweet towards you? i never acted like that around anyone or my previous friends. it's always been you. and only you.

there was a time you cried because of finals. you passed the exam and granted you were top 1 of our whole batch. you came knocked on my bedroom door and as i opened it you just hugged me and bursted out crying. i mean, you were laughing, but also crying. i wasn't entirely shocked because knowing you, that's just your nature. you'd cry about small things and the big things and anything and everything in between.

i hugged you very tightly. i kept mumbling that i was so proud of you, because i was. i am. i'm so proud that you never gave up. even when life threw you lemons and squeezed them knto your eyes, you still managed to pull through.

i remember you were crying in your room, and because of the thin walls of the dorm, i heard you. so i went to you and you looked at me. it's like you were already expecting me to go to you. you patted the spot right beside you and i went there and sat and held your hand. no words were said that night, but i do remember saying i loved you. maybe that time it was platonic, but i'll get to the rest later.

we were bestfriends. you were mine and i was yours. we struggled through so much. we nearly gave up sometime along the way, but the important thing is, we didn't.

you failed a test once and you cried into my shoulder, saying you couldn't do it anymore. you were tired. you studied all night for that test then that just so happened.  you wanted to go back home. and i told you, "go for it.". i wanted you to be happy. to be the happiest. if senior year and being away from family was making you suffer, i wouldn't force you to stay. i didn't force you, that was the thing. i didn't tell you anything, but you still stayed. you managed to get through all of that. now look where we're at now!

graduation night came and ugh, that night means so much to me. you were so beautiful. the moon was so bright, and i saw all the features and your face that i absolutely loved. i loved every bit of you. everything.

i decided it was time for me to tell you. to tell you i was in love with you. not just in a friend way. i wanted more. i wanted you to be officially mine. that i could be able to call you someone who i'd marry in the near future and brag about it to other people.

luckily, you told me you loved me back. you've been waiting and suffering for a long time and all i did was to reply with, "me too." you hugged me and kissed me for the first time ever. everything felt right and like everything fell into place. i was so ready. extremely ready.

on your birthday, we had dinner. we were in new york. we were also partially celebrating for you getting the scholarship grant at your dream school. once again, yes, you were so extremly beautiful that night.

that's where i officially asked you to be mine.

and fortunately, you said yes.

what i love is that we could be weird together. you understand how i am. i can be crazy at times, loveable, caring, or mainly an idiot. but you still accept me for who i am. i might have influenced you to be weird too, but that's also why i love you. you're not afraid to be embarrassed when you're around me. well, sometimes you are. but who cares? you're cute when you blush.

i dont need a big reason to why i should love you. i love you because you're you. i hope you know that.

im not scared of the future. im not scared of what might happen between us. because just as long as you and i are together, whether there'd be a romantic connection or not, i'd still love you. we're strong. we can through everything together. i cant promise things, but i'll try to make you realize how much you deserve to be happy. i'll show you that. i would never give up on you. i'm not going to break your heart.

what's happening between us is just for the two of us. no one can judge us, tell us what we should do, this is just you and i.

to more years of us.

i love you.