Lorraine Fowler is finally back after taking her gap year from Yale. She was 18 when she left. Now she is 19 and ready to face the two men she left behind. She has to choose between Shane, her brother's best friend whom she swore to marry since s...
Last night when I was sleeping in Shane's arms, it somehow felt different than how it used to be. Maybe it is because our "relationship" has changed and I am no longer his little sister. The emotional state of mind is just no longer the same. In the morning when I opened my eyes, he was plopped up on one elbow looking at me. He told me I looked like an angel sleeping. I jokingly say I am actually the fallen angel. I had to go back to my room and shower because I have a date with Roland. Shane of course was not thrilled. I assured him that he has nothing to worry about. Roland is the last person that would force me to do something that I don't want to do. I can see there's sadness in his eyes when I tell him I will probably see him tomorrow.
It's 12 PM and I'm ready. Shane is just sitting in the living room with me. I say to him he doesn't have to be here. He is making me feel like he is a protective father waiting for my date to pick me up for prom. I check myself in the mirror once again with my compact mirror to make sure my makeup is in place. Shane smirks "You are looking beautiful " I close my compact mirror real quick, Shane is lowkey driving me crazy.
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Then I hear a car pulling into our driveway, it must be Roland. I grab my purse, run to the door and pulling it close behind me. I don't even want him to park because I just want to get out of here as fast as I could before Shane does something weird. Roland is still their client afterall and Shane can be very immature. I am just afraid he cannot separate business relationship with personal relationship. As Roland gets out of his car I run to him and throw myself into his arms. I gush "I miss you so much." He gently rubs my arms as I press my body against his "I miss you too Miss Fowler." I finally peeled myself away from him. I'm like a silly little girl whenever I see Roland. I stand back and look him up and down in dramatic fashion "What can I say, you are just so damn sexy."
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We get into his car and I still remember our first date. He took me to his yacht and we sure had some fun out on the upper deck that day. I smiled to myself when I thought about the sexy things we did. Roland looks over at me and asks me what am i smiling about. I told him straight out I was thinking about the sexy things we did on his yacht , he too had a large grin on his face. He laughs "We could always make it happen again you know." He winks at me. I giggle "No remember what I said. I need to know it is not just lust between us." He chuckles "Yes my love I will show you it's not just lust, even though I find you insanely sexy and beautiful. I will prove to you it's not just about sex between us." I look at him and say in a serious tone "And I Lorraine Fowler will try my best to keep my hands to myself when I'm around you." I raise up three fingers on my right hand "Scouts Honor." There is just something about Roland that makes me want him, of course he's incredibly sexy. A lot of people would say because he's my first and he has a hold on me, but I think it is because he gets me. He was never afraid to lose me even to Shane. It's also his confidence that draws me to him. I leaned over and asked him "So where are we going Mr. Harris?" He winks at me again "It's a surprise."
