Lorraine Fowler is finally back after taking her gap year from Yale. She was 18 when she left. Now she is 19 and ready to face the two men she left behind. She has to choose between Shane, her brother's best friend whom she swore to marry since s...
"Every struggle in your life has shaped you into the person you are today. Be thankful for the hard times; they can only make you stronger" Unknown
As Lorraine
It has been 405 days since Claud has gone missing. I go about with my life yet I am still waiting for him to come back. I am hoping for him to suddenly show up anytime. Don't tell me I'm still in denial. As long as there is no body found, Claud is still alive somewhere. Nobody can tell me otherwise.
I have moved into my new home in Malibu.
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As promised, I have rooms for Kyle, Lucas and Shane. Every time when I am home, I would walk the beach. I am so glad I have purchased this home and I am sure that Claud would love it as much as I do.
Shane is over tonight. Kyle and Lucas actually left for Paris. They are getting married in a year. I hope by that time Claud would make it back for their wedding. I am just sitting outside looking at the ocean when Shane comes out. They all have keys to my house. I look over at him and smile.
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He comes over and sits down next to me "You look good Shaney." I will never get tired of looking at those beautiful ocean blue eyes of his. He tells me he brought over some meat, corn and some of the basic stuff for BBQ grilling. We decide to have some fun and have a cookout here. It's just the two of us tonight. I feel like I haven't had much alone time with Shane and I do feel bad. I have a pretty busy work schedule and I have been flying around. Sometimes it would be two days in Milan, one day in Madrid and the next day in New York. It's still fun for me and I am still happy that I choose this career path. I don't think I'll ever get tired of it because I like to travel. I think I'm actually addicted to traveling.
Shane starts to prepare the bbq grill while I go grab us beer. It has been a while since I feel so at peace. I actually enjoy spending time with Shaney. He is still single and I ask him so many times why. He tells me he isn't looking but when the right one comes along, he will definitely go for it. He tells me to stop worrying because I'm beginning to sound like his mother. I am just worried that he is still waiting for me.
