Temptation

Chapter 18

(AN: Hey guys! I thought some of you might be interested in what I listen to when I write, witch is what inspires me.

Lately I've been listening to the Radio station in Pandora "Birdy" or "Ed Sheeran." So yeah, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!)

I walked into the beach house. Wow it seems like I haven't been here in ages. Maybe that's because I haven't really, I've been so busy spending time with Cameron, and with the other boys. Who would of thought that this would happen? That my life would change so much in only a matter of weeks.

I walk upstairs into Jenny's room. I knock lightly before letting myself in.

"Hey." She smiled weakly.

"Hey." relief washes over me, when I see her unpacking her things.

"How are you?" I ask, sitting on the bed.

"Shut up!"

"What?"

"Don't ask me that.. It feels soo... Modern. This is jenny you're talking to." She says smiling, making me laugh.

" I saw him." She says, breaking the silence between us.

"Who?" I asked, even though I already knew who she referred to.

"Cameron. When he dropped you off."

"Oh.."

"Yeah, so I guess is getting serious, right?"

"No.. Well I don't know." I answer honestly. "He's a friend."

She nods understandingly.

"Anything new?" I ask, looking down at the floor avoiding the eye contact.

"We'll no, not exactly. You know ever since I left.." She answers.

"Where did you stay?" I interrupt her.

I didn't like how awkward I felt with her. It didn't feel right.

"A friends house." She says taking a seat next to me.

"Oh..." I say. I couldn't tell that she didn't want to talk about it, and neither did I. The awkward silence between us scared me, things felt so strange.

"I want to apologize." She finally speaks up.

"No.. I should be-"

"Let me finish." She says cutting me off.

"I've been a terrible friend.. The whole situation with Cameron took me by surprise. I didn't know how to react to it, or what to say. I guess I expected.. I expected you to tell me. I know, I was selfish and I shouldn't of acted the way I did. I said some hurtful things that If I could take it back, trust me I would." She says, my mind is spinning and I don't know what to say.

"You're my best friend and I want you to be happy. If Cameron makes you happy, then I'm happy for you. I know I should of been more understanding, but I didn't really know how to take it. Please forgive me.. I'm so sorry." She says, and I could see her eyes begin to water.

This was everything I wanted to hear, but somehow, something still didn't feel right.

"The one who should be apologizing is me. You were right, I kept something from you, and... and I'm sorry." I say, looking up at her.

"Let's promise to never let this happen again.. And to put this behind us, so that we didn't move on." I smile taking my hand out so that She could shake it.

"Deal!" She half laughed.

"I've missed you.. This house feels so lonely without you here." I half laugh.