Does he really care?

Going back

I woke up extremely early the next morning probably due to falling asleep at 7:30 last night. I had dozens of notifications and texts from people that I didn't even know had my number. 

"Oh shoot I need to film a video," I said sitting up in my bed

I got ready and put on some music while I was putting on music, Out of Love by Alessia Cara came on and I started singing along. 

'I won't tell you I'm lonely

'Cause it might be selfish

I won't ask you to hold me

'Cause that won't mend what's helpless'  I started singing 

As time when on I got to my favorite part of the song and sang even louder, 

'But let me ask you one thing

Oh, when did you fall out of love, out of love?

Oh, when did you fall out of love with me?' 

"I never did," I hear a deep voice say. 

"Jesus fuck Luke, don't scare me like that!" I scream.

"I'm sorry but I'd love to be woken up by that more often," He says walking into my room. 

"Ok I'll try my best," I said laughing. 

"Why are you getting ready so early?" He asked. 

"I have to film my first youtube video, I'm kinda nervous," I said.

"What's it gonna be?" He asked. 

"Michelle put something on my Instagram and people asked me questions so I'm answering those," I said. 

"Well that's fun," He said laying on my bed.

"Ya I guess so," I said changing into a better outfit.

"You'll do perfect, and while you do that I'm gonna play 2k," He said smiling. 

"Ok you nerd," I responded.

"Hey it is a very complex game," He argued.

"I know it looks so hard," I joked.

I walked out of my room and waited for Luke to come out as well.

"Well you have fun playing games," I said kissing his cheek before walking away.

"I'm not going to do anything to you now because I don't want to ruin your look, but that was a weak kiss," He informed me.

"Why thank you for thinking smartly," I said walking downstairs. 

I go into the office room which had super nice lighting, a nice backdrop, and other posters qualities YouTubers need. I started recording with the camera my aunt had given me and finished up the video in about an hour, I kept stuttering and saying weird stuff so it took longer than I thought. Once I was finished I plugged the camera into the computer that was in the office and looked up videos on how to edit because I really had no idea how to, but after a while, I got the basics of it and it went by a little faster. I took a photo for the thumbnail of the video and made it all nice and fancy, again by watching a tutorial on how to do that, and I posted the video Afterwards I made a video for my Instagram story promoting the video and telling everyone to go check it out. I also linked my other social media and told people to go follow those, but then it was like 10 am and I was already exhausted. 

I went back upstairs and removed all my makeup and changed back into comfy clothes, I heard Luke screaming at his TV in the room next door and I started laughing,