Does he really care?

Sleepy time

The next morning I woke up next to Luke's arms around my stomach gently. I moved around in the bed enough to wake Luke up,

"Are you ok?" He asks sitting up

"Yea I'm good," I said

"Just think there is gonna be a mini us running around this house," He says rubbing my stomach 

I try and smile and look down at him,

"It's gonna be ok," He said 

I got up quickly and threw up in the toilet very violently. Luke came over and held my hair back and rubbed my back, 

"It's ok baby, this is normal," He cooed, "...I think," he continued to rub my back 

I continued to vomit and Luke stayed with me, afterwards, I sat on the floor and just stared at the door.

Luke sat next to me and sat in the quiet bathroom.

It was now Tuesday afternoon and I had another appointment, I let Luke come with me and he was super excited.

"Luke it's not that big of a deal," I said trying to calm myself down, I was kinda worried because I wasn't feeling any more pain or slight movements but then again. I could be just overthinking it. 

We arrived and the doctor was super nice, she had trouble locating the baby in my stomach. After a scary couple of minutes, she found it, I was more than relieved and she urged me to come back in 2 days. 

That is what freaked me out. 

Luke didn't really understand what was happening and I was kinda glad he didn't. On the way home I texted Sage, 

'Something is wrong, I know it I don't want to freak out Luke but I'm freaking out, and idk what to do?' 

'What?'

'I feel something is off, the doctor could barely find the baby through the ultrasound and she asked me to come back in 2 days and I really don't want Luke to come he will make me more scared,' 

'Okokok come to my house and I'll go with you, and we will both tell Luke what happens,' 

'Ok thanks, Sage,' 

I turned off the phone and turned to look at Luke he was focused on the road, and when he saw me looking at him he turned and smiled. 

"Hey, babe," 

I smiled and he grabbed my hand, he kissed the top of my hand. 

When we got home I used the bathroom, I noticed it hurt to use the restroom, and that freaked me out. 

"No!" I yelled 

"What happened?" Luke said at the door

"I dropped the toilet paper," I said trying to keep it together

"You need to stop scaring me," Luke said 

I felt a tear go down my cheek and I looked at myself in the mirror. I sulked to my bed and fell asleep, 

"Luke!" I yelled from my bed

"Yes, baby?" He said walking up the stairs

"Can you come lay with me?" I asked 

"I was just going to when I saw you asleep," 

Once Luke got into the bed with me I fell asleep again.

I had a nightmare that my dad came back and dragged me out of the house. 

"No please," 

"Stop,"