Does he really care?

That's awkward

I wake up extremely early the next morning, it is still dark outside and Luke's still fast asleep next to me. At some point, we moved back to my bedroom but I don't remember it. My phone is the reason why I woke up so early, it was going off so many times. I had multiple messages and phone calls from the past few hours it was insane, I scroll through most of the messages and I soon realize what was going on. I was getting hated on for nothing again.

"I don't understand what I do to deserve this" I groan and go into the bathroom. 

I use the restroom and continue to read through all the nasty messages telling me to kill myself, or telling me I don't deserve Luke. Which I'm completely aware that I don't. I try and distract myself from the texts by taking a shower but it doesn't really help, when I'm done showering it's already 6 am and it is still dark outside. 

"Well, I might as well get some schoolwork done," I tell myself as I walk downstairs.

I go into the kitchen and sit at the table opening my laptop and starting on some classes, I currently have a 4.5 and I have never done better with my school work. Before I know it it's already 8:30 and I've already finished most of my classes for the week and it is only Tuesday. I hear my bedroom door open and close from Luke waking up, I hear his footsteps walk down the stairs and they stop behind me. I soon feel his arms wrap around my waist as he kisses me on the cheek. 

"Good morning Beautiful, how long have you been up for?" He asks scratching his head and trying to fix his bedhead. 

"Uh since like 5 am," I respond calmly writing some notes down.

"Um, why were you up so early?" He questions.

"Oh I don't know...stuff happens," I try and play it off.

"That does not sound too good." He replies.

"No, I'm good I promise," I say moving to the family room and turning off the TV.

Luke comes onto the couch and lays his head on my lap. I put my head down on the couch cushions and watch the TV. We watch TV for a few hours until we decide to go to the theatre room and watch some scary movies.  We watch all sorts of movies like Halloween, It, Insidious, and some other scary stuff. Luke was holding me very tight but I think it was because he was a little scared as well. We were on our 5th horror movie and a huge jump scare happened, I jumped into Luke's lap and dug my head into his chest. He hugged me tightly and I felt him inhaling sharply and laughing a little, I try not to pay attention that he literally had a boner as I was sitting on him. 

"Dakota, do you love me?" He asks at the end of the movie.

"Of course I do silly, why would you say that?" I question.

"I don't know, I just want you to be happy and right now I feel as if you aren't happy even if I am around," He says while I'm still sitting on him.

"I'm just worried and bracing myself that's all," I say.

"Worried about what?" He asks.

"Luke I know you, I know I'm definitely not your first girlfriend or your first anything, and you are my first everything. I know as the days go on and on you are going to want to do some things..." I pause "... I know one of these days you are going to leave because I won't give you what you want." I say I have now moved over so I am sitting right next to him. 

"Ok, I'm assuming you are talking about having sex? And if you are, it really isn't that big of a deal. I'm not going to rush you into anything you do not want to do, I'll wait until you're ready. Because I don't want to push you too hard and lose you like I want us to last forever. And I'm not letting my urges get in the way of us lasting forever. I'm really done fucking up, and I am really going to try my hardest to act right." Luke brings me back to his lap and holds me still. 

"Luke I'm gonna shower ok?" I say opening the door.

"Can I come?" He asks looking me up and down while licking his lips.

"Not yet," I said teasing him back. I guess I went a little far this time, I bit my bottom lip and dropped my towel. I left about 1.5 seconds for Luke to stare, and once I close the door I hear a loud thud on it. I guess Luke had tried to get in here but I closed the door right on time. 

"You're fuckin killing me, my dick literally hurts," He whines from the other side of the door.

"Go take a cold shower then," I say laughing, I moan his name from under the door and he groans. 

"Um please do not get your liquids on my carpet please," I say.

"I can't wait until you're ready for me," He responds.

"Oh me too," I tease back.

Luke stays quiet and all I hear is him moaning from the other side of the door, I shiver and get into the shower. 

30 minutes go by and I realize I don't have any clothes. 

"Ugh fuck me," I mutter.

"Ok, I mean if you say so," Luke says still sitting outside my door.

"Oh be quiet," I say stepping around him in just my towel.

"Ok, now you are trying to kill me, and watch me die." He says covering his eyes

"No I seriously forgot clothes," I said sounding innocent. 

"Oh lemme dress you," He says getting up and walking over to me. 

"Here's what I'll let you do, I will allow you to pick out underwear, a bra, spandex, and a shirt and I'll let you put the spandex and the shirt on me you little weirdo," I tell him.

"What if I don't want you to wear a shirt?" He questioned

"Well, then you have to pick out a sports bra," I say.

"Ok deal," He says rushing over to my drawers.

I wait for him in the bathroom and in a couple of minutes he handed me a thong and a see-through sports bra, I mentally groan and put the stuff on. 

"Ok, Luke let's get this over with," I say stepping out of the bathroom,

He looks up at me and his jaw drops, I start to cover up parts of my body but he is quick to grab my hands and hold them. 

"So can I get some clothes on now, I still need to brush my hair and teeth and I need to wash my face," I say

"C-c-can you do that in what you're wearing," He says mesmerized. 

I step back into the bathroom and start to brush my hair. 

"Wait no I wanna do it," Luke says as he comes running into the bathroom, he stands behind me and I can feel him on my butt. But he does brush my hair thoroughly so I can't complain. 

"I need to wash my face now, which means I need to bend over..." I say kind of awkwardly.

"Go for it," Luke says as he leans against the wall.

I don't hesitate, I lean up against the counter and Luke grabs my hips, 

"Really dude," I glare at him through the mirror.

He lets me go and I proceed to clean my face, while I'm letting the soap get into my skin I brush my teeth. After that, I bend over and I hear Luke take in a sharp inhale,

"Oops sorry I forgot to warn you," I say while splashing water on my face.

We go back towards my bed and Luke sits down, I step into the spandex and he ever so politely helps me get them on.

"You are so weird for this," I laugh.

"Ya I know I am," He nodded. 

Once the spandex reaches my butt he pulls them up extra high, once they are finally on properly he grabs my ass with both hands and kisses my stomach. 

"I fuckin love you Dakota," He says. 

"I love you too Luke."