My Girl

27

*Callie* January 8th

I've lost track of days. Today my body seems to be rewarding me. I feel like I could open my eyes if I tried.

I hear indistinct voices and machines beeping. I could feel from my toes all the way up to my hands.

"Her mom is on her way, her dad isn't going to make it this time." My Aunt says.

No. Please don't tell me she's talking about my parents. I felt as if my blood was boiling with anger. Why did she call my parents?

"So you're positive that we made the right choice?" Arizona asks.

Please don't tell me that she's in with this too. My parents disowned me for being who I am. What are they gonna think then they see Arizona?

"Her mom wants to make peace with her if this is the last time she gets to see her."

They couldn't be serious! When I'm in a coma my mom finally decides to visit me. Then it happened.

I COULD MOVE MY HANDS AND FINGERS! But I was still mad and I felt them forming into a fist. That's when one of the machines went crazy.

"Doctor! Her hand is moving! We need a doctor!" Arizona calls out quickly.

A couple doctors rushed in. "Callie is doing a lot of brain activity right now, whatever you guys were talking about must've sparked that." The doctor says.

Yea, they were talking about my parents making an unwanted visit.

How could my Aunt do that to me? After everything that I've been through with them she decided to invite her back when I'm on my death bed.

"She doesn't want to see her mom." Arizona says.

CAPTAIN OBVIOUS

"Well she just got into the parking garage so."

Amazing. Just great. The person who abandoned me as a child now wants to see me and "make peace with me".

15 minutes later

I could hear her voice. My Aunt was catching her up on everything that's happened. Arizona was now "just a friend" and I couldn't do anything about it because I couldn't speak. I don't think I've ever been this angry in my entire life.

Then the door opened. I heard a gasp. She was so fake. She wasn't surprised at all.

"How did I left my baby end up like this?" She says.

You put me out the house that's how.

"I want another chance mija, I want to help you out with Sofia, I want to be a grandmother to her."

I already have help, had help. I needed to speak to Arizona but how. Can I write? I tried to move my hand in the form of a pen and pretended to write. That didn't work at all because my mother wasn't paying attention.

"I regret it, I regret everything that I've done to you. If I could somehow take back the pain that I caused you I would do it in a heartbeat." She held onto my hand and this was my chance.

I tried moving my hand in the same motion. "Are you trying to write something?"

YES! FINALLY.

She places what feels like a pen in I don't even know which hand and places a piece of paper down. Arizona. I couldn't spell the whole thing out because my memory was fogged up. I tried to write my best "AZ".

"AZ, who's that? Arizona? Your friend? Do you want to speak to her?"

Stop asking all these questions and get her in here. I tried to give her a thumbs up.

She let go of the paper and it fell to the floor. Great. Then the door opened again.

"I'm so so sorry, if I knew Robert had set this up I would've never left you go and I'm so sorry that your mom is here and-"

I didn't mean to but I had to hit her hand with the pen to get her to give me the paper and for her to shut up.

What else was I supposed to do?

I feel her hands on mine giving me the paper.

"You're right handed, let me switch that for you." She says. It was hard to be mad at her because of how caring she was.

After I feel the pen in my right hand I could almost write perfectly. I used small words to try to send a huge message. I wrote out "what are we?".

I had no idea how to answer that question and it seems like Arizona didn't know how to either.

"What are we? I mean to your mom as of right now we are just friends. I still consider you as my girlfriend regardless."

But you said you're just my friend earlier.

Then my mom walked back in.

"Sofia is asking for her mommy but when I tell her than her mommy is still sick she says she knows mama is sick but she wants mommy, what's going on?"

a/n

this chapter is really bad but it gets better i promise 🙂