- Jayden's POV-
I'm going to get real deep real quick. Talking to Annie has been great. She's really been helping me figure out all these feelings that I've been having.Not in a good way.
I think I..like her? What? No. Shut up. I didn't say anything. You're crazy. I said nothing.
At this point I at least know that I'm bi. I have to tell my friends about it at some point, and everyone else. Here goes nothing.
The Squad
Me- can I tell you guys something?Jenna- ofc babe💕
Lauren- what's up?💗
Me- promise you won't judge me?
Sky- you could never do anything twisted enough for me to judge you lol
Kenz- exactlyMe- I'm bisexual
Lauren- omg i'm sure it was hard for you to tell us. You're so strong. love you💕
Brisa- haha
Me- what's funny?? And thank you lolo
Jenna- we thought there was actually something going on
Sophia- yeah. Like, you're obviously not, you dated Armani
Sky- bisexual means you like boys too, dingus. I support you Jayden❤️
Me- thanks Sky
Brisa- well idk how i feel about that then
Kenz- excuse me
Jenna- honestly same
Lauren- what's your problem
Sophia- it kind of makes me uncomfortable
Jenna- yeah
Brisa- exactly like how do we know you won't like
Sophia- make a move on us or something
Me- NO. You guys are my best friends. I could never see any of you like that
Kenz- that's kind of disgusting. Just because she likes girls you think she likes you? Not to mention self centered. I love u no matter what Jay
Me- <3
Jenna- how are we supposed to know that for sure
Me- um
Lauren- wtf is that supposed to mean Jenna? She's the same person. She wouldn't lie to us.
Me- ..I'm sorry that my truth is making you uncomfortable?
Sky- no. You don't have to apologize for anything Jayden. You're not the one being rude.
Brisia- it kinda does make me feel weird though
I thought these people were my friends.
Lauren- well then you can leave. We don't need fake people like you.
Brisa- damn okay
I wish I could say that I don't want to cry right now. I don't even care that much about the fact that I'm pretty sure I'm losing half of my friend group, it's the fact that I just trusted them with something so important to me and they're just dropping me like a rock because of their own ignorance.
I click on the groupchat details and see that the only members left in the chat other than myself are Kenzie, Lauren, and Sky.
Me- wow
Kenz- they really left
Sky- Jayden
Me- this is my fault guys I'm so sorry
Lauren- NO BABY you did nothing wrong. They're ignorant
Me- but I just made you guys lose some of your best friends
Kenz- screw them. They are rude and they don't understand that you're the same person and it doesn't matter who you love
Me- are you sure you guys aren't mad at me
Sky- I promise. We're the good people in this situation. THEY'RE in the wrong
Lauren- 100%
Kenz- are you okay Jay
Me- yeah, I guess.
Sky- that period isn't promising. Ft now
After a couple seconds I get a facetime request from Lauren to talk to the group. I use my sleeve to wipe the few tears off my cheeks.
"Hey y'all" Sky speaks first.
"Hi" I say quietly.
"Have you been crying?" Kenzie asks.
"Yeah. No point in lying about stuff now." I sniffle.
"I'm gonna kick their asses for hurting my muffin." Sky shouts.
"I'd be happy to join you" Kenzie says.
"Count me in. You know this is serious when i'm willing to fight." Lauren laughs.
"Guys, don't fight them for me. You don't have to. Especially since I caused this."
"Pfft, we don't want em. Fake hoes." Lauren replies. She's the last person I expect to say something like that.
"Okay. Yeah, I guess you're right."
"I gotta pee, hold up." Kenzie walks away from the screen and we laugh.
I guess I know who my real friends are, and I don't think I would have it any other way.
A/N
I guess this chapter has some uwu's
I need the tea. What do you think about my chapter lengths? Too long? Too short? Please tell me lol
Oh and vote plz🤠👊
July 2nd-3rd, 2019
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