Beautiful Enough To Frame

Farewell

Ask me what I've been up to

Ask me how I'm doing

I've been trying to write all day and night

And none of my shit is improving

This isn't just a writer's block

This shit feels more lethal

I'm hurting my brain it's going insane

It might do something illegal

Now don't you all come swarming me

I ain't going nowhere

I won't cut my wrists I'm better than this

But I might be cutting my hair

My words remind me of complex numbers

In a math equation

And no calculator can make this better

I guess I was born the wrong Asian

My job and life are stressing me out

I need some inspiration

My love is fragile like a sand castle

Or my undivided attention

The only reason I wrote this piece

Was to say farewell

Farewell to the scars that I turned into stars

When the ones in the night all fell

I want to be remembered

As the kid who tried

To take all his suffering and turn it into something

But ended up buried alive

Maybe I'll come back one day

When everything turns blue

But in reality I don't see it in me

To come up with something new

So this is my farewell to writing

And everything it's done

I hope you stay safe in your very own space

And remember all of the fun