Heartbreaker

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I wrote a piece on my blog long ago
Titled: "Do Heartbreakers Deserve Love Too?"
In it, I explained that although they might
Put you through so much hell and
Treat you so badly
They do deserve to be happy in the future
At the time, I intended the piece to be about
A certain someone
In a way, to tell her that although
She had hurt me
She deserved the opportunity to be happy
And that the only way to make that happen
Was to love yourself again
And now, the tables have turned
I, myself, have turned into the thing I hate most
I ended up hurting the woman I love
I realize how stupid and naive I was when I
Wrote that article
I don't know if it helped her in the end
I hope it did
But for me
It is not something I want to hear
Because when I am down and thinking about
What a piece of shit I am
I don't want someone to come say
That I am not
I want them to look down at me and tell me
The truth
"You would be so happy right now
If you hadn't done it"

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