Love Is Blind(Book 2)

Part 3||Chapter 14

It was going on 11pm. Xavier and Jada sat on the balcony of his hotel room. Jada looked at the ocean in the distance. She glanced at Xavier because she felt his eyes on her.
"What?" Jada shy said. He smiled shaking his head. It was silent until he spoke.
"Growing up, I wasn't the best man I'll admit...I was a dog...a player. I used to fuck bitches then act like I didn't know them the next day" he chuckled but shook his head in disappointment.

"My daughter changed me...I would never want a guy using her for sex or tryna play her. I wouldn't want a guy taking advantage of her when she vulnerable or looking for someone to fill that void." He said glancing over at Jada. Jada looked down at her hands that sat in her lap, he was trying to tell Jada something. It was silence for a few seconds.
"You regret it?" He asked in a low voice. Jada sighed and looked up at him.

"At first I did...once again I was thinking about his feelings over my own. When he was out cheating, I'm sure guilt or regret didn't cross his mind...I need to start living for me and my feelings and not no one else" Jada said. Xavier just stared at her. Her eyes was watery as they darted everywhere. She was hurt, he could see it in her eyes.

"I don't regret it...thank you, for..." Jada paused as she covered her mouth and laughed. She laughed so hard that a tear fell. She quickly wiped it.
"Oh my gosh I'm embarrassed " she laughed. That made Xavier smile.
"Nah don't be embarrassed. But you're welcome. You taste amazing" he admitted as he stood to his feet and stretched. Jada tried to not smile but she couldn't help it. A smirk creeped on her face as she looked up at him. He was staring at her with a big smile.
"Come for a walk with me?" He said as he licked his lips. He reached out for Jada's hand. She gladly took his.

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"So will I ever see you again?" Jada asked as they walked hand and hand down the boardwalk. Xavier glanced over at her before looking back ahead.
"Yes of course" He stopped walking. He pulled Jada's front to his. He chuckled and shook his head.

"What's funny?" Jada asked.
"This shit is just...crazy" Xavier admitted.
"What's crazy?" Jada asked.
"I don't know how to explain it...just know, your something special. Your spirit...You have a beautiful spirit." He said. Jada stayed silent as she took everything he said in. He smiled as he looked down at her pretty brown face. She was tryna act all shy and innocent meanwhile she was just begging him to keep sucking on her clit.

"Don't be a stranger iight..." he said as he kissed her forehead. Jada thought that was sweet, Elijah used to do that...used to. Xavier took a step back from her and raised his hand to give her a high five. They slapped hands but he held a grip of her hand before kissing it.
"Ok, I won't" Jada said in a low voice as she smiled.

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Back in New York...

Guilty was eating at Jada as she got closer and closer to home. She felt like Elijah was just gonna look at her and know. Know that another nigga was feasting on something that was suppose to be his. Jada shook her head as she turned onto the street. She scrunched up her face as she pulled up in front of the house because she wasn't familiar with the car that was parked behind Elijah's. After getting out the car and retrieving her luggage and purse she made her way towards the house. She could here music playing at a low level as she unlocked the front door. She pushed the door open with her foot before as she stepped in. She sat her luggage by the front door as she tossed her purse over her shoulder making her way towards the living room. She spotted a young looking boy before spotting Elijah leant back on the couch with JoJo laying in his lap with just a diaper.