"What are you doing?"
You were snapped out of the thoughts that had been consuming you recently, looking up at the woman whom held your heart. Fareeha and yourself had been in a relationship for over a year and you were still completely in love with her. One of your biggest fears was losing her, she had a dangerous job, but you feared that causing distance emotionally would lead to her wanting out of the relationship. It destroyed you to think that you consumed yourself into your thoughts and pain would be the reason the woman you loved would want to leave you.
"Pardon?" You asked calmly hoping this wasn't the beginning of the end.
"You keep avoiding me," she commented. "You never seem to want to spend time with me and always make excuses to get away from me. Have I done something to upset you?"
The pain on her face made your heart ache. You didn't mean to hurt her, you thought that spending some time away from her would be helpful. Your self-worth had completely been destroyed and you couldn't imagine any reason as to why Fareeha would want to spend any time with you. She was a talented fighter and did so much good for the world, how could you compare to that?
You were a scientist by profession, but it didn't feel like anything actually worth while though. Even beyond your career, you didn't feel worth her time. She was stunning and the epitome of a strong and beautiful woman, you on the other hand felt like nothing. You were on the larger side and despised the rolls on your stomach and it was best to not mention how much you despised the stretch marks.
"I'm sorry," you croaked, never wanting to have this conversation but you knew it would likely be inevitable. "I thought it would be easier on you."
She cocked an eyebrow at you. "What do you mean?"
"You deserve someone so much better than me," you whispered. "I'm worthless. You deserve someone who is beautiful and intelligent, I'm not."
Her expression instantly softened and she realised what was really going on. She moved one of her hands to rest a hand on your shoulder to reassure you.
"Don't be silly Y/N," she said softly. "You are one of the best scientists whom I know, you run your laboratory, they don't let a stupid person do that. As for your appearance, you are beautiful. That isn't just dependent on your outward appearance though. Beauty is dependent on your heart as well. You may not be happy with your appearance, but I love how you look and mostly I love how kind and caring you are. Your worth isn't relying on your appearance though and never think that, my love."
You offered a weak smile, needing to hear the kind words that the woman you loved said. Fareeha always knew heo to make you feel as though your had a purpose.
~*~
written by Charlotte.
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