Out Of My Mind *H.S.*

Chapter Twenty

*Skylynn's POV*

Today I get out of the hospital and Harry is treating me like I'm so fragile that I'm gonna break at some point and he won't let me out of his site. At home he won't let get anything by myself. He walks everywhere I go even to the bathroom! I got shot a month and a half ago and he treats me like a newborn.

I get up to go to the kitchen to get a drink and of course Mister I'll do everything tries to do it for me.

"Harry I can go do it I'm fine the stitches are out I got it." I say calmly

"No. You need to rest I'll just do it for you." he says

"No! Harry please I'm not helpless and you keep treating as if I'm gonna break any second and I can't take it no more!" I say frustrated and annoyed

"I'm just trying to help Skylynn!" he growls

"Well I can do things on my own Harry! I'm not a child!" I raise my voice slightly

"Fine! You know I'll just leave then! Since you can do everything on your own I'll leave! Happy!" he yells

"Yes! I am happy! Cause I won't be treated like a damn child! Just go you asshole!" I yell

"Oh I'm the asshole?! You are the one being a bitch when someone tries to help you! Why do I even try?! You act all tough and shit but you're not you're weak and sad!" he yells back I look up at him with tears in my eyes

"GO! Get out! Just leave me alone!" I yell with running down my face

He looks at me tries walking towards and I just back away pissed and upset at him.

"Sky..I'm sorry I didn't mean it...please look at me." he pleads

"No Harry you don't just say things you don't mean! and I know you meant every word you said! Just go!" I spat in his face he backs up I look up at him and see his face go pale

"Please...Sky..." he pleads

"Leave!" I spat

He walks out and I run to my room into the bathroom and look in the mirror. He's right..

I'm weak

I'm sad

Looking at my reflection I think about myself and why would anyone want to be with me let alone ten feet from me? I'm sad and weak.. I'm useless. I'm pathetic. I'm lonely....

I'm a broken girl who has no-one.. My mum died. My boyfriend just pointed every little thing thats wrong with me. I'm a sorry excuse to be around.. I mean maybe the guys just befriended me to make a good inpression on my dad.. Maybe Harry never cared....

I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling I'm all alone again... MaryJean has Niall they moved in together  with each other the same thing Harry and I were gonna do..Guess not now...

This has been one of the worst days.

*DING DONG*

Damn doorbell who the hell is here?!

When I open the door I see all the girls..

"Hey Sky...we heard what happened can we come in?" Eleanor asks I open the door wider so they can

"Why are you guys here.?" I ask calmly

"We came to see if you were alright." MaryJean says

"Guys.. I'm fine okay. I promise!" I say faking a smile I mean I'm fine for now

"You know thats not true.. Tell us what happened please.." Perrie says

So I start to tell them from the begining how I wanted to make me something to drink in the kitchen he wouldn't let me so I just told him I could do it and to stop treating me like kid and he didn't like it so we got into a fight and him telling me everything thats wrong with me..

"Bubz.. You are not weak nor are you sad. He was just upset. He feels terrible right now.. Zayn told us to come check up on you since Harry said you looked like you were gonna pass out.." Perrie explains

"Well I'm fine guys.. Go have fun go do something I need some time to myself please.." I say

"Sure thing doll. Just call if you need anything.." Sophia says hugging me

"GROUP HUG!" Perris shouts and they all hug me

"Can't breathe!" I say

"Me either" they say in unison

"Weird..." I say laughing

"Bye babes see you later!" Eleanor says walking out with the rest

And I'm alone again...

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*Harry's POV*

Why did I say those things to her?! Dammnit! She needs to know I didn't mean it. I called the guys over to talk I guess and Zayn told Perrie to check on Sky for me to see if she's okay.

I told them what I said to her and what she said back

"Harry you ass! Why would you call her a bitch? And weak?! Really?! You think she's weak she risked her life for ours and you called her weak! Now I know she feels weak after what you said!" Liam scolds me

"I know Liam! I know... You don't think I feel bad enough?! I don't need you scolding me too!" I spat in his face

"Look Harry, What you did and said hurt her. She has done so much for us and for the girls to make them safe again.. Now she feels like shit." Louis explains

"Why am I an ass..." I muttered to myself

"Cause thats just who you are." Niall chimes in

"No shit Sherlock!" I groan

"You need give her some space for now. Perrie texted me saying that she had puffy eyes saying she was fine but you could tell she was breaking inside." Zayn says

"DAMMNIT! I made her like this! She feels broken and hurt because of me..." I yell out pissed at myself

"Harry calm down! Don't do anything you will regret!" Liam tries calming me down

"Do something I regret?! I regret saying that shit to her! I feel so pathetic right now!" I scream

"DUDE! SHUT UP! Calm the fuck down before you make it worse on you and her!" Louis yells at me

I get quiet and just sit there with my head in my hands shaking. I'm so pissed at myself right now its not even funny. Why am I so fucked up? I ruin everything.. and I ruined the only thing that makes me happy...

"Harry look mate Skylynn has planned this birthday party for you this weekend. It was suppose to be a suprise but we think you should know." Liam says to me

"Oh great just more stuff to make me feel worse!" I say

"Wait she was planning a party and didn't tell me and you guys all knew?" Niall asks confused

"Yes cause we all know you would have told Harry before hand." Louis says chuckling

"I would have not! Doesn't matter now Liam already told him." Niall exclaims

"Yes for a reason.. I know she isn't gonna cancel it so even though its his birthday he's gonna win her back for the sake of everyones happiness." Liam explains

"What do you mean by everyones happiness?" I ask

"Cause if you guys did break up it would be completely awkward hanging out cause she's like our little sister and we don't want to lose her as much you don't!" Liam says

"Right..So what am I gonna do?" I ask and they look at each other and look at me mischieviously

Oh no this won't be good...