Out Of My Mind *H.S.*

Chapter Forty-One

*Skylynn's POV*

July 9th 2015

Is the date that my mum left us four years ago. Its been four years without her here with us.

Today we are going to the cemetery to see her. I've been tearing up all day thinking about it. But today I have everyone I love and care about surrounding me and comforting me.

Harry has been holding me all day whispering soothing words in my ear. Liam said he wanted to go to comfort me along with the others. I can't wait to tell mum all the memories we have all made and tell her about Harry and the others.

We're driving now, about to be there. We pull up to the gates that have just opened for us to enter. My hands are shaking while Liam and Harry hug me from the side.

Getting out of the truck I head to where she was buried, sitting down on my knees staring out her headstone, I begin to speak.

"Hi, momma I'm here with dad and Harry the boy I've dating for awhile now." I pause wiping my tears looking back at the guys "You would love him momma, he's been there for me so many times to count. I love him momma and I wish you had got to meet him you would've loved him." I smile at the gravestone looking up to see the guys wiping tears

"I've met a group of crazy friends this past year, they've became my family. Its kind of funny how we all came together 'cause of Ryan." I chuckle lightly

"They have brought me back to life mum, they've been so good to me. I gained four brothers and three sisters, that I absolutely adore. I can't believe its been four years since you passed. I still can't believe I killed Ryan's dad and Ryan.." I start to sob when I feel arms wrap around me

"Hey, its okay babe breathe, breathe we're all here for you." Harry whispers in my ear I clung onto him

"See momma I told you he's always there for me." I chuckle wiping tears "He's my everything momma I just wish you had got to meet him. Oh, and guess what I met my brother that you and dad told me about when I was fourteen, he's an amazing big brother. Liam is a great person and who would've thought he would be working with our dad years later?" I chuckle smiling back at Liam

"I was never ready for you to leave, I love you momma, I'll come back soon I promise." I say kissing my three fingers placing them on the headstone

Standing up I walk to the others, embracing me in a hug while dad talks to mum for a little while.

He starts to talk about how he misses her and that I've grown up so much. He also starts to talk about Harry saying if he ever hurts me that she might be having a new visitor up there.

Causing us to laugh and Harry to gulp loudly with wide eyes.

"C'mon lets go before Harry actually does end up in one of these graves." Louis says laughing and Harry to send him a hard glare just making him laugh more

We pile into the cars and head back to the house, I don't remember much but just dosing off

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They must have carried me to my room when we got home since that is where I woke up at.

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The day goes by and as odd as it is I invited Madison and Cole over. We all gathered around the living room talking about absolutely nothing til' Zayn brings up about the Frat Party.

"Yea, see Skylynn here has good right hook." Cole chuckles sarcastically

"Good? I think an amazing one if that." I smirk making evryone laugh