Shit ton on angst. No summary either you gotta read
Kokichi's pov:
We're about two weeks in to this killing game I've been able to keep up my mask this long no one here likes me and they all think I'm a heartless liar, though the emo kid Shuichi is trying to pry I can't break not even for someone who finally cares of course I don't want to be hated but I have to end this killing game no matter the cost.
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Finished. I close my note book and leave my room making sure to lock the door behind me I search around till I find him "Kaito!" I call out "What do you want punk" He snickers, I follow with a sigh "Yeah yeah we get it you hate me just shut up already" I grab his arm and drag him away "You gotta listen and a supreme leader like me doesn't repeat themselves I have a plan to end this killing game for ever neheehee as much is it might shock you idiots I don't partically like all this 'watching the people around me get murdered' and stuff so listen"
I explain my plan to him.
"Y-You want me to k-kill you?" I shake my head "No I want you to assist me in my own suicide I won't be able to press the button but if you leave an object against it or press it yourself, it will seem like I did it I promise you won't get caught I've been planning this for so long the unsolvable murder mystery even my beloved detective won't figure it out...I hope neheehee sorry I'm rambling you don't want to hear that but of course thats a lie everyone loves to hear the supreme leader talk I'm sorry to ask this of you... neheehee thats just another lie I'm not sorry afterall I'm doing this for everyone even you and Maki" I make a fake gag noise, I see Kaito getting annoyed and decide I should probably get going before he refuses or just kills me on the spot "The plan takes action at midday see ya neheehee" I skip off before Kaito can ask any more, sure the thoughts rush through my head what if this doesn't work but it's a risk I have to take. I make my way to the dining hall "Good morning!!!! niceeeeee it smells so good in here mum can I have a panta!" I smile before sitting next to Saihara "I've asked you kindly to refrain from calling me mum Kokichi" I sigh and lean back in my chair as I try to block everyone out
Shuichi's pov:
I watched as Kokichi made his way into the dining hall something seemed off he seemed nervous once he talked to Kirumi and sat down I instantly knew something was wrong I'm not sure if it was detectives instinct though I wouldn't really call myself a detective I'd say more an- no I promised Keade I'd have more faith in myself but he doesn't even say hello to me he leans back and closes his eyes I can almost see the thoughts rushing through his head maybe the games getting to him I decide not to ask in case I made it worse...Oh how much I'll regret that decision...
Kokichi's pov:
I make my way to the hangar only to be met with Kaito good he didn't tell anyone "You can go if you want you don't have to watch after you press it" Kaito nods I make my way to the press and take off my scarf "Give this to Shuichi for me" I smirk and lay down, I hear a buzzing noise from the machine and a door close "A-At least I wasn't boring right" I watch as it slowly comes closer I hope this works I hope everyone gets set free I just wish I could of told Shuichi how I felt a sudden wave of panic washed over me I didn't want to die at least not like this I was running out of time the air around me was becoming thin but I was hopeless the door bursts open "KOKICHI" I manage to just turn my head without crushing my skull "SHUICHI!" he runs over to the machine "I love you Shuichi" I smile to him at least I got it off my chest "I-I love you to p-please how to I turn t-this off I-I need you D-DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE" Shuichi searches around I feel a single tear run down my cheek "At least I wasn't boring..." I feel the air get knocked out my chest and my bones collapse in on me before the whole world goes dark...oh Saihara~chan stay strong for me I know you can do it my beloved. End this game for us
Shuichi's pov:
This can't be happening NO NO I collapse onto the floor pulling at my hair it's not real its just another one of his stupid pranks he'll pop up from the side any moment, I feel the hot tears run down from my face. I-I really lost him the one I loved why WHY DIDN'T I ASK HIM SOONER I knew something was wrong and I still didn't ask! I punch the floor causing blood to drip from my hands I couldn't care less the pain in my heart hurt more then anything else I could register "A body has been discovered everybody please gather in the hanger phuhuhu" My heart feels like it stops this is real this isn't a joke I burst out crying not being able to hold it in any more the door busts open as the room is filled with gasps Kaito and Maki both hug me but all I feel is nothing Kaito hands me Kokichis scarf... it still smells like him, I tie it round my wrist, I promise myself no matter what happens I will never forget you and I will never take this off I slowly rub my wrist and leave the room still no feelings except sadness coursing through me.
A/N: Ngl I cried a bit writing this also ik it didn't follow the game but why write a fanfic if its not gonna be original 😁Also finished this at 3:21am so F
