Noah
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, about who I am and most of all I'm scared of walkin' out of this room and never feelin' the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you.
Hands down, this is one of the worst movies I have ever seen in my life. I know Jamie likes it, a lot. I just don't like chick flicks. And there is so much dancing in this movie. Something else I don't like. Yet, here I am. Laying here watching it. Just because she told me to.
And she isn't even awake. She fell asleep barely 5 minutes into the film. I really should have just left then and posted her front door key through the mailbox. But I stayed. Just because she told me to. And I care about her. I can admit that now. The scare I got after her car accident was enough to shake me up and make me realise how much this girl means to me. I mean, I bought her fucking flowers and chocolates. Me? I actually did that! Sure, I asked Aubrey for advice. And her advice was a hell of a lot better than Maddie's. She wanted me to buy Jamie jewellery. I thought that was overkill, and Aubrey agreed. The flowers and chocolates were fine for a get well gift. Totally appropriate, and it made Jamie smile, which was the aim.
She looks so perfect laying there next to me, smiling in her sleep, hugging her blankets like that. I've barely been looking at the TV, to be honest. My eyes seem to keep flickering back over to Jamie's face. I really wanted to see her tonight, because I hadn't seen her since she was in the hospital. I was totally disappointed when she didn't show at the Grill on my birthday, but I understood. And I've seen her now. I'm satisfied that she's okay. Her arm's still pretty weak, but other than that, she's fine. I like how peaceful she looks while she sleeps. It's calming. The movie's almost over, I think. I hope. It fucking sucks. Yet, I'm still totally happy that I'm here. This is weird. Is this what dating feels like? Laying next to a girl while she sleeps, watching a chick flick you didn't wanna watch in the first place? Seems like something couples would do. Or friends. Whatever, I'm not over-analysing. I'm comfortable, I'm relaxed. I like her bed. It is really comfy. And I think laying next to her like this is comforting too...
And before Baby and Johnny dance to I Had The Time Of My Life, my eyes are closed, and sleep finds me too.
***
"Noah?"
I blink myself awake, and notice that it's completely dark now. The TV's off, and Jamie's awake. I guess she turned it off. I can't believe I fell asleep too. I had Track practice though, I was pretty beat.
"Mmm?" I answer her, still half asleep.
"Just checking." She whispers. She's still half asleep too. "Are you all right?"
"I'm great." I mumble, before wrapping an arm around her and pulling her into me. This feels awesome. I close my eyes again and smile into the pillow, with Jamie's warm body pressed up against mine.
***
When I open my eyes again, it's morning. It's not dark anymore. The winter sun is up, and I can see Jamie laying right next to me, curled up against my chest. She looks...beautiful. My arm is around her. Right, I did that when I was half asleep through the night. God, I hope she didn't mind. I should move my arm. This could get awkward.
"Mmm." She mumbles quietly without opening her eyes when I try to move my arm. That almost sounded like a moan. Fuck. Laying this close to a pretty girl first thing in the morning is another level of horny. I haven't done this in a while, but I fucking love it. There's no other girl I'd rather be doing this with than her.
I decide not to move my arm after all. In fact, I pull her in to me even closer. She moans again, a little louder this time. I feel my already hard dick twitch in my shorts. Shit. I'm wearing my running clothes. She will definitely feel my hard on. Oh well, too late now. And too horny to care that much.
I feel her turn around to face the other way in her sleep, and still, I don't move my arm off of her. She's laying with her back to me now, ass pressed up against my crotch. If she couldn't feel my morning wood before, she definitely can now. Fuck. I can't help myself. Like I said, the morning feels have fully taken over my brain. All I can think about is being as close to her as possible. And touching her. I wanna touch her real bad. But what does she want?
I feel her back her ass up into me a little, and I know what she wants. I flatten my palm against her stomach, just below the hem of her vest top, and I hear a quiet gasp escape her lips. She's awake. I know she is. But not fully. We're both in that absolute state of morning euphoria that can only be achieved by waking up next to someone you wanna fuck. I love this feeling. I don't do this type of thing often enough. I should change that. With her? Don't know. Can't think clearly. Can only think about touching her, and hopefully getting her clothes off.
I slide my fingers lower and lower down her stomach, aiming to feel the hem of her sweats. I wanna get underneath the sweats. I wanna get the sweats on to the bedroom floor. She rolls her head back and sighs, and my mouth acts of its own accord as I proceed to kiss her neck from behind. Girls love this. It's an awesome angle. Jamie moans softly as I kiss her neck and slowly move my hand down below her sweats until I can feel the material of her thin panties. Ugh. I can't take this. So fucking horny. She starts grinding her ass against me, and her moans get louder. Fuck. I cannot remember the last time I felt this horny. We haven't talked yet though. I can't form a sentence. My brain is too clouded over with lust. I need to communicate with her, though.
"Jamie?" I murmur, my voice low and horny. "You want me to touch you?"
She nods her head, but she doesn't speak. Her eyes are closed, and she's still grinding herself into me. Physical. Torture.
"Tell me." I command, my voice louder this time.
"Uh huh." She moans, and I slide my fingers into her panties. So close...
"Please!" She gasps.
And with that, I start slowly finger fucking her while she moans and presses her ass up against me firmly. She's so wet. So ready for me. So horny. For me. We are gonna fuck. I know we are. I have tunnel vision, and it's all I can think about. And I know she feels it too.
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Romance#3 - Shocks 27/9/19 "Don't hold back." I whisper, and he brings his face up to look into my eyes. He looks conflicted, but the lust raging inside of him is enough to override the conflict. And in a split second, he snaps his hips forward and I feel...
